Chapter 85: No blame on the beginning and no loss on the end

Just as Lu Zhao and Lu Zhongjian were talking in the study, Ye Suhua also rushed back. When she heard that Lu Zhao had returned, she immediately withdrew all social engagements.

"Qingxue, I heard from your father that your brother is back, where is the person?" Ye Suhua was a little excited. After all, she hadn't seen her son for a long time. She missed her a little and complained.

Missing each mother wants to keep her children by her side, but sometimes, in order for her children to grow up better and faster, she has to let her children go out and go out on their own.

But even if you let go, the longing in your heart will not be less, but on the contrary, it will become stronger and stronger.

The complaint was because Lu Zhao had been traveling around these days, never calling or sending a message to his home. It was not until yesterday that she realized how big a thing her son did in Fusang.

As a mother, Ye Suhua's first reaction when she saw this news was not excitement, but secret hatred and worry. How dangerous it is to fight against a country by one person.

It was because after reading this news that Lu Qingxue knew how powerful his brother was, so she blamed Lu Zhao for not saving her earlier, so that she could extend the series of emotions behind it. This is a very extreme logical thinking, but under the driving force of cause and effect, Lu Qingxue was thinking about this aspect.

At this time, Ye Suhua also noticed something was wrong with her daughter and asked, "Qingxue, what's wrong with you? I feel uncomfortable?"

Lu Qingxue felt very heartwarming, and the grievances, regrets, and self-blame... all turned into tears at this moment, threw themselves into mother's arms, and told her everything about "blaming her brother myself" and "when my brother came back again, he didn't know me" one by one.

"You are so big, and still so ignorant." Ye Suhua frowned the more he heard it, and he scolded him with a slightly tough tone: "Your brother is a young man. Recently, he has gained a strong ability, but the burden on him is getting heavier and heavier. When your brother learned that you were kidnapped, he went to save you as soon as possible. Although he did not send you back in person, he entrusted his sworn brother to send you back safely, but now he is misunderstood by you, hey..."

After Lu Qingxue confides the words in her heart, she suddenly feels much more relaxed and says, "Mom, I know I'm wrong, but... why doesn't my brother know me anymore?"

"Maybe it's because your words hurt your brother's heart too much. The pressure in his heart is already great. When you are stimulated by you, this phenomenon will naturally happen. Don't be too anxious. Perhaps your father had told me just now that we will remind your brother of you." After Ye Suhua comforted his daughter, he murmured in his heart: "It's a grievance..."

"Yes." Lu Qingxue's voice was smaller than that of a mosquito. She still wanted to have a brother with great power in her heart. When she met, she was unhappy. One reason was that she was frightened by the young lady's temper, and more importantly, the cause and effect chain fueled the fire.

In the study room.

Lu Zhao still didn't say a word, but just listened silently to his father's feelings about life.

Although my father's words were not spiritual spells, they had a strange magic power that could resonate deep in Lu Zhao's bloodline, allowing Lu Zhao to experience that feeling in his body and point directly to his heart.

It is true that Lu Zhao had a sense of unreasonable grievance in his heart that made him very confused, but after his father's mediation, the discomfort in his heart had faded a lot.

Not only men, but everyone has a difficult sutra in their hearts. The reason why it is called "difficult to recite" means that if you have suffering, you can only silently swallow the bitter water in your heart.

Lu Zhao was also slowly understanding that he really thought about his parents and did not want his parents to feel uncomfortable because they saw the bitterness in their hearts. Therefore, he should choose to hide the bitterness and not be seen by his parents. When necessary, he could even choose to force his face to smile.

At this moment, Lu Zhao remembered the scene when he lived in the basement because he was afraid that his parents would worry about him.

At this moment, Lu Zhao truly realized that before he knew it, he had indeed deviated from his original intention. It can even be said that Lu Zhao's mind and nature are far less than that in the basement period at this moment.

As the saying goes, "I am so proud of myself." This is what Lu Zhao said. Since he obtained the inheritance of the divine power, Lu Zhao's nature has been far inferior to that of the past. Is the innocent heart still there?

After a stick of incense, Lu Zhongjian's words were coming to an end. "Zhao'er, I have said so much for my father, just to let you know a truth. When a man is alive, don't care about the gains and losses of the process. As long as he can be worthy of his conscience, he will not blame the beginning and end."

"No blame is the beginning, no defeat is the end?" Lu Zhao murmured.

Indeed, people are not perfect. Lu Zhao now positioned himself as a demigod and half-human, so there will naturally be shortcomings. However, when doing things, you should not be afraid of these shortcomings, as long as you have no regrets about what you have done and have not deviated from the right end.

That's enough.

Just as what Lu Zhao wanted to do next, although it may be used by some people who are interested, as long as his starting point is good, he should let it go. As for how to live up to expectations, he can use some means to clamp it.

Therefore, even though Lu Zhao has not yet established the foundation of the divine Tao on the land of China, he has decided that he will not hand over the power of the gods to the hands of the country.

Regarding what he had done before, Lu Zhao thought he had never deviated from his original intention, but how could he be able to be invincible? Before today, Lu Zhao had no idea. Now listening to his father's words gave him a clear grasp of the future.

As long as you are worthy of your conscience, why bother too much about the entanglements with the senior management of China? Just set a parameter so that everyone has the opportunity to become a god.

"Just as a master leads the door, practice depends on individuals, and whether everyone can succeed depends on themselves. What I can do is to lead sentient beings into the door." Lu Zhao's voice was calm, and he exuded a sharp domineering aura, and a long-lost smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

In this way, after today, he can go to the capital to build the Monument of the Conquest of the Gods.

With the macro direction in hand, Lu Zhao could have put down a big stone in his heart. When he was relaxed, he naturally thought of the feeling of grievance in his heart. After his father's guidance, he no longer valued it because he looked back on his six months, and even in the past three years since he stepped on the Shinto, he had not done anything that harmed others and benefited himself.

No, maybe there is one thing, Su Qin, maybe he doesn't really love Su Qin, but just uses his mysterious power to attract Su Qin, so that Su Qin can help him make up for the regrets of his student days - his youthful first love.

Anyway, this feeling is very vague. No matter how strong Lu Zhao is in the eyes of others, he is just a teenager in his twenties and once experienced a setback in love in college. So in terms of love, he is just a Chu brother, and many of his feelings are just specious, all relying on impulse.

Different age groups and different life experiences, looking at the same thing will have different angles and results.

But since Lu Zhao dug out his memories in a crazy way, he has known very little about Su Qin, and even he has dug out more than half of the memories he had been teased by Su Qin.

Until this time, Lu Zhao had already let go of the inexplicable grievance in his heart for half, and seemed to have an enlightenment in his heart. His body and mind were extremely relaxed, and he let go of those mixed thoughts and moved out of his way.

This is a kind of spiritual tranquility, which Lu Zhao experienced.

Lu Zhao bowed and said, "Thank you, dad, for your guidance. My heart is not so uncomfortable. I feel that my mom is back. Why are our family having a simple meal? I'm going to travel far. Please tell me about the specific things, dad."

The resentment in my heart disappeared, and the path to reincarnation would be put on the schedule. It can be said that returning home this time was similar to the last time I met my parents before a long journey.

The meal was very depressing. Lu Zhao was obviously very indifferent to this sister whom he didn't remember. Lu Zhongjian was naturally unwilling to force Lu Zhao. Ye Suhua already knew the general reason and knew that he could not force Lu Zhao to force him too much.

As for Lu Qingxue, she realized her mistakes and was even more afraid to question Lu Zhao. She just ate silently, and shed a few tears from time to time, showing the regret in her heart.

Many times, happiness is originally in your own hands, but it is forcibly driven away by yourself.

After the meal, Lu Zhao bid farewell to his parents and the "sister" who was forced to be imposed on him by his father. It was a pity that he really didn't know that he had such a sister.

Lu Zhao disagreed with this sister who never existed in his memory, but he didn't care about her parents' words. He nodded. With his thoughts, he stepped away and appeared outside the provincial party committee compound.

"Gouye, come out. I feel your mood fluctuations. If you have anything, just say it."

As soon as Lu Zhao finished speaking, a black shadow appeared next to him like a ghost. It was Gu Ye. He hugged his hands and said coldly: "Sir, it's not that I'm talking too much. If you don't want to leave regrets in the future, you should be the gods for your sister, so as not to be separated by yin and yang."

Lu Zhao was a little surprised. He remembered that Gu Ye would never take the initiative to ask about his family affairs, but at this moment he even spoke, and he was a little inaccurate about this matter.

Gu Ye saw Lu Zhao thinking and said, "Sir, I'll leave first."

Lu Zhao was in a flash of energy and said to Gu Ye, "Gu Ye, wait, I want to remind you that if you want your brother to live a long life, you can take this time to improve his bloodline. Maybe there will be an opportunity immediately. I have other arrangements for the safety of my parents, so you don't have to worry about it."

On that day, Lu Zhao reluctantly conferred a god for his sister, not because of other persuasion, but because when Gu Ye said that, he seemed to have sensed something in his heart and seemed to have seen the future.

This trip home was not as good as Lu Zhao expected, and it could even be regarded as a disaster.

Human disaster!
Chapter completed!