Chapter 67: The One Who Leaves and Loves Endless Loneliness

(Thanks to Wenzi and Huang Xie for their concern. Well, the loneliness has disappeared a little, thank you.)

What is loneliness?

I have secrets that I can't tell and I'm eager to talk to someone, but when I say something, I don't say anything after all. I'm talking about it, this is loneliness.

What is loneliness?

I don’t know where my heart is heading, I’m silent, calm down, and let the unknown nothingness suck my strength... This is loneliness.

As the saying goes, there are few people, and few people can truly understand him.

Of course, his loneliness is directly related to his delusion to live in his own world.

This is determined by his personality. To this day, Lu Zhao has vaguely felt that no matter how hard he tried to escape loneliness, the feeling of loneliness always accompanied him every minute and every second of his life. If it must be described, loneliness is the shadow of thought. The more powerful the thinking is, the deeper the shadow is.

Close his eyes, Lu Zhao felt the changes in his heart, just as he felt what another person thought, vague and clear. The more he felt, the more he felt that he and the other person could actually coexist, the same fear and the same throbbing, constantly distinguishing but unable to get rid of the illusion of being entangled and bound.

This is a game of two personalities!

Generally speaking, once a person's personality is formed, it is difficult to change. Unless there is a major change, the mind and nature change, the personality will change.

But Lu Zhao was different. His mind and nature had never been fixed. No matter how alienated he was in the past, he always paid attention to the world.

Entanglement, endless entanglement, the more entangled it becomes, the more empty it becomes.

The so-called "emptiness" refers to the fact that there is a gap in thinking due to emotional fluctuations. The host can only fill this gap with his own imagination. However, due to the knowledge and insights of everyone, not everyone can fill this gap.

Lu Zhao asked himself that he had too many regrets and too much loneliness in his life. If he died now, he would definitely be extremely unwilling to accept it.

More importantly, it was not until this moment that he knew why he instinctively left his parents and lived alone in the temple in the deep mountains and forests.

As his cultivation level deepens, his own frequency will become stronger and stronger. When a mortal looks at him from a distance, he will have hallucinations. If he gets close, he will directly die.

"Am I really going the wrong way?" Lu Zhao couldn't help asking himself.

To be able to comprehend the will of Emperor Hejun from the beginning of the way of God was an opportunity and a disaster for him. In the past, he thought that these indirect experiences were his own experiences, but today he knew that these experiences could never become his experiences, and it could even be said that they were his burden.

If he gave up comprehending those high-level wills from the beginning, he could practice step by step and build a completely own cultivation system.

In this way, on the one hand, he can have more time to spend with his parents, and on the other hand, he can summarize the methods of cultivation so that his relatives can practice.

Ideality is a huge proposition. Except for a lunatic who becomes autistic and sick, it is impossible for outsiders to understand it. Even the Taoist lord with constant fluctuations cannot understand this state, let alone the secular mortals.

Will normal people want to use the power of their hearts to directly change the world and influence the present world?

Will normal people use their own thoughts to distort other people’s ideas?

If Lu Zhao could practice step by step, he could naturally use the superstitious theory of China to turn his parents, uh, his father might be a little difficult. At least he could turn his mother into an idealist, work harder and brainwash his father into a neutralist.

However, once you realize the high level, your own fluctuations will jump with you, and it is basically impossible to decline.

The scenes slid past his eyes. Apart from talking about a few paintings, the other pictures could not bring any emotional fluctuations, let alone any touching.

“How long has it been since I called my parents?”

“How long has it been since I cared about my parents’ lives?”

His dark eyes instantly showed unwillingness, and a strong self-blame rose from his heart, and he was speechless for a long time.

"The one who is separated from love is endless loneliness." In the darkness, Lu Zhao's murmur came. (Appendix: Are you lonely? Just call your family if you are lonely.)

The sky was heavy, the space seemed to be locked, and the surroundings were as quiet as death.

A huge sense of loneliness can be felt everywhere, scattered in this magnificent palace.

"Brother, the invisible aura above this kid's head is so evil. As long as I look at the void, I will feel like my heart is hollowed out. If I hadn't thought of you and a few brothers by my side, I'm afraid my realm will be loosened by this pressure." The third elder opened his eyes, and he was a little uncertain.

The Great Elder closed his eyes, and at the moment he looked inward, he shook his head helplessly and said, "It's not just that we are afraid, but that our realm has been loosened under this pressure. But now it is forced to swell by this breath. When this aura dissipates, if we can't find something to fill the gap, our realm will collapse."

"What!!" Several elders who were only half a step away from being able to imprint the sky were shocked.

As long as a practitioner who has not established the path he will pursue throughout his life, he will always have ambition to experience all the way in the world, which is not considered deviating from his own path.

However, this process is very dangerous. If you think about it, your beliefs are very likely to be polluted. You must know that even if the Heavenly Lord is polluted, it will inevitably decay and the Heavenly Lord will fall into the mortal world.

By then, personality changes and lifelong practice will be in vain.

The four elders and the others are in this process now, so they try their best to compress their consciousness, not letting themselves think too much about what they have, and use their immortality to numb themselves.

Now, the plan was disrupted by an unexpected disaster, which made them not afraid and not afraid.

"It's a pity that I didn't realize that this kid was passing the tribulation. The 'tribulation' counted us as a damn." The elder narrowed his eyes and said fiercely: "This is a disaster. Greed, anger, ignorance and hatred make people sink. When our greed moves, the disaster begins. For the sake of this, we should find a way to remedy it."

The second elder, who had been silent, suddenly spoke in anxiety.

"Is it because this kid has a secret hidden in his body to help him fix the impact of movement and stillness?" After saying that, the fifth elder beside him pondered and spoke as well.

"What the second brother said is reasonable. If this secret treasure can really stabilize the hedging of the two thinking of movement and stillness, it will have an immeasurable effect on our advancement to the realm of Taoist Lord."

Time passed, and after thinking about the time for a stick of incense, the eyes of each other gathered, gradually causing the atmosphere around to faintly feel depressed and Xiao Sha.

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Chapter completed!