Chapter 9 Self-Exile
“Hahahahahahahahahaha…”
Beichen suddenly burst into laughter, laughing wildly, and there seemed to be a few tears on his face.
Swish!
Beichen stopped and pulled his hand out of his sleeve for the first time. After many years, Beichen once again saw his slender hands, and felt strange.
"Why! Why do you want to wake me up? "" ".?br />
Beichen's eyes were wide open, and his expression was ferocious. He held half of his face with his right hand but could not hold back the fierce light that appeared in the gap between his fingers. His trembling fingernails pierced into his cheeks and forehead...slight bloodstains oozing out of his fingertips, charming.
Anyone could feel the pain in Beichen's heart. Only Lu Zhao was present who could truly understand that mood.
Huh... Huh... Drink...
Lu Zhao gasped, finally calmed down the severe pain in his chest, wiped away the blood from his mouth, and shook his head back and forth several times before finally beginning to observe Beichen opposite him with a concentrated aura. This man who had extreme madness similar to him was the one who feared the most among the gods on the scene, so he did not hesitate to use the derivative power of Crazy Pass to force the power of the cave to save Beichen.
Lu Zhao never thought he was a kind person. He could kill the enemy and used all means to do the same. There was no such thing as justice or despicable.
He has experienced the feeling of wandering between awakening and hallucination, so he knows that human pain comes from awakening, and that life is full of joy, and I hope I will be drunk forever and not wake up, just because there are too many things that cannot be controlled in the real world, too many things that cannot be controlled, too many things that cannot be independent, and too many things that go against my will...
When a person wants to be free from and transcend everything, he ultimately wants to stop suffering.
Any god who condenses divine nature has taken this step. Most of them can reach the gods because their souls cannot withstand the hypocrisy, gloomy, cold, and falsehood in reality. However, ** is powerless to do anything about this reality and can only constantly suppress their true hearts. Over time, the only truth is what happened in their inner fictional world.
Beichen was awakened by Lu Zhao's power of the cave, and it was different from the past that he was just a brief awakening. The inner world was forcibly penetrated by external forces and could not be blocked for a while. Beichen was destined to face his heart this time. Laughing, at the beginning, it might be just to hide his heart, and he did not want others to peek at his pain, he wanted to protect himself.
But when he was protected and when he was crazy, he could no longer tell whether he was deceiving himself or whether he should be like this in his true life.
Once upon a time, he wanted to get that long-term peace and clear everything he could not control, so he finally obeyed a voice in his heart and chose to practice the heavenly master, which is said to be able to reduce life and death, and voluntarily bear the corresponding price.
However, the price was too great, so great that he sacrificed family affection and love...
If it were the Nine-Rank Concentration Technique, he would continue to immerse himself in the incense and would never wake up. In the end, he would be enslaved by the incense and become a walking corpse.
Unlike those gods who have no inheritance, Lu Zhao and Beichen did not have a distinction between reality and reality throughout their lives, and there is no distinction between true and false.
Although they will also confuse the boundaries between reality and illusion, regard fantasy as reality, and live in the world they imagine, when they come into contact with the outside world, they will be stimulated by external forces, which will make the original heart awake for a moment. The more the external stimulation fits the original heart, the longer the time to wake up. (To be continued. Please search for Piaotian, the novel is better and faster!
Chapter completed!