Chapter 1249: When will I see this beloved man tonight (4)

In fact, even if you come to the amusement park, there is nothing that Jing Qingjia can do.

She was in poor health and could not play with the thrilling moments. She could only sit on the carousel twice and then ride on the Ferris wheel. In the end, she was a little tired from leaving, so she sat on the swing, squinted her eyes and looked at the scenery in the wind.

Fu Yishu handed her a cup of warm milk tea and said, "Drink some."

Jing Qingjia took a bite and found it was taro mud milk green. She was stunned and said, "You still remember."

When she was young, she was actually no different from other girls. She liked to drink milk tea, eat junk food, and stayed up late to watch TV shows. At that time, Fu Yishu was particularly disgusted with her broken habits.

But at her begging, Fu Yishu would compromise again and again to buy junk food for her.

She was picky about her mouth and only drank taro paste and milk green.

During the days when Fu Yishu and Qi Xuan were about to get engaged, she was a little numb and accepted the blind date arranged by her family. The other party was very good, knowledgeable, knowledgeable and well-educated, and a family of scholars also liked her very much.

She felt that there was nothing wrong with living with this person in her life.

After they walked out of the hotel, the man bought her a cup of hot milk tea, a cup of caramel milk tea.

At that time, standing on the streets of winter, the cold wind kept blowing. She held a cup of warm milk tea in her hand, and when she lowered her eyes, tears had already fallen.

She suddenly said, "Sorry, I still can't accept you."

The man was stunned for a moment and asked gently: "Why?"

Jing Qingjia pinched the milk tea in his hand tightly, bit his lip gently, and said, "Maybe it's because..."

"When I want to drink milk tea, you won't scold me."

...

Looking back on these old things now, it seems like a lifetime ago.

Whether she was following Fu Yishu innocently and calling his brother, she chased him in a mess on the rainy night and said she loved him, or she finally escaped from death but was buried in his hands...

It's been a long time ago.

Does she hate Fu Yishu?

Jing Qingjia thought, she hated her.

The pain of losing a son is like a heart-wrenching.

But she also loves Fu Yishu.

She loved him since she was a child, and she loved him so much that she gave up her dignity and everything.

However, this decade of pursuit only brought about a broken and decaying body.

She has walked this road for too long and cannot see the light, so she is tired after all.

Fu Yishu looked at her insane expression and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"Nothing." Jing Qingjia held the milk tea and did not drink it anymore. She stood up from the swing and said, "Let's go, go back."

Fu Yishu didn't say anything and nodded.

When the two returned to the Jing family, when they arrived at the gate, Jing Qingjia suddenly said, "Just send it here."

Fu Yishu pursed his lips and said, "I'll take you back to the yard."

Jing Qingjia shook his head slightly and said, "Just send it here."

She turned around, looked at Fu Yishu with soft eyes, and said softly: "Actually, I have countless words to say to you, but now thinking about it, there is actually no need to say it."

"Fu Yishu." Jing Qingjia smiled: "I have forgiven you a long time ago, you don't have to blame yourself or feel guilty."

What I can't forgive is just myself.

I hate myself, too lowly, I love you so much that I betray you.

I hate myself even more, I have a ill body and am not even qualified to say I love you.

Now, I'll let you go,

Please let me rest in peace.

Before Fu Yishu could speak, Jing Qingjia had already entered the door, her back was slim, getting farther and farther away, blurred by the dim lights.
Chapter completed!