Chapter 419: Zhu Yeqing's Pain
Feng Shiniang grew up in Fengyue Tower since she was a child. Perhaps she had seen through the true and false feelings in the world. Except for Wang Shixian's childhood friend who came with some purpose, there was actually no man who actually entered her life after becoming sensible. Her love for Duan Heyu was just the possessiveness that she wanted to take that thing for herself without seeing a good thing.
For the man who brought her countless troubles and pains but never really raised her for a day, even though she wanted to go up and point at the man and shouted proudly as a father in front of all the bad boys who had called her "bad". However, she stubbornly endured the bitter fruit of silently without any status according to her mother's instructions.
She didn't know that Wang Shixian was her sister, and she didn't know that Wang Shixian gave her a bunch of candied haws from someone's instructions. Whether Wang Shixian, who was only four years old, was sincere, Feng Shiniang knew that if she didn't eat all the bunches of candied haws in her stomach, the man and woman hiding in the dark would definitely be secretly hurt. If they could make the couple happy at the same time, she would be willing to eat the bunch of candied haws that she didn't like to swallow into her stomach.
Feng Shiniang doesn't understand her mother, so why does she like to stay in Fengyuelou all her life and not fight for her future? Is it because she is a "bad breeder" unknown? She only knows when she grows up that if she is pregnant with a child in Fengyuelou before she gets married, she will be completely unexplained. It is because it is easy to involve another thing from one thing, or even turn one thing into another. This is the so-called "public talk" that makes people feel terrible. Even if the person involved denies it, or even speaks it high-sounding, it will only become darker and darker. Because he, as a Qingpingguan, needed her to make a certain sacrifice, she finally chose to endure and quietly gave birth to him and her child. After becoming the child's mother, she rejected all his kindness and still supported a child in Fengyuelou with her hands. Feng Shiniang became a young follower of a woman who was in love with the night.
After growing up, she became more and more close to Wang Shixian. She liked Wang Shixian's sincerity and could speak to Wang Shixian. Wang Shixian never disliked her identity. Even if she was pregnant with Duan Heyu's child, she could still chatter with Feng Shiniang like a little girl. When Wang Shixian once cried and told her father that he was gone, Feng Shiniang just teased her why she was still crying like she was when she was a child. She accidentally saw Wang Shixian wearing a white flower on her head and a piece of filial pie on her arm. After she felt that something was stung in her heart. The man who secretly helped them when she and her mother were in the most difficult times, disappeared completely from this world.
When she staggered into her mother's room, she saw a woman sitting on the edge of the bed crying almost out of breath. After staying secretly at the place where the two mother and daughter were buried for a while, her mother never got up again. She fell ill without warning. Feng Shiniang knew that her mother might have lived by an indescribable faith over the years. When the pillar of her heart fell out, she could no longer stand firm. After several days of the year, she had been unable to stand firm.
She could never eat anything again. One morning, Feng Shiniang found that the mother on the bed had no breath of breath. Her originally hot body became hard and cold. She left her without even having time to talk to Feng Shiniang. Feng Shiniang found that her face was full of smiles when she left, a smile she only understood many years later. Her mother might feel that she could finally be with his man openly.
The night before my mother was buried, the woman who had cursed her in her heart for thousands of times stood in front of her. When she said the words, "She is happier than me, they both left one after another, and they might be able to be reincarnated together. If I live like this, I can only envy them." After that, she cried so hard that Feng Shiniang realized that the woman was Wang Shixian's mother, a generous woman who finally allowed Feng Shiniang's mother's bones to be buried beside Wang Cheng.
Duan Heyu was a special man in her mind. She liked him a little, but was ashamed to speak out. After all, the identity and status of both parties were there. Even if Wang Shixian really wanted to match them together, she had always been in awe of Duan Heyu. After helping Wang Shixian lead Duan Suzhen in the palace for a long time, she diluted her feelings for Duan Heyu. She could see that the man only had her precious sister Wang Shixian in his heart and eyes.
Gao Feng's appearance may be destined. When she first saw this heroic and extraordinary guard who was inseparable from Duan and Yu, her face turned red and her heart was so nervous that she didn't know what to do. She could feel that the eyes he cast on her from the corner of her eyes were also burning.
Feng Shiniang later got closer and closer to Gao Feng. The adopted son adopted by Gao Taiyuan was getting further and further away from Gao Taiyuan's original intention. He would take her to ride a fierce horse and run wildly in the mountains and forests, allowing the mountain wind to blow away the troubles buried in his heart; he would teach her to shoot arrows, and she would deliberately complicate a very simple set of movements so that she could stay in his arms for a longer time. She was fascinated by the masculinity emitted from his body; he would take her to put a river lantern by the river on the Dragon Boat Festival, begging God to bless their love.
Gao's fire burned all the hopes of the two of them. She knew that he had already had a premonition. She said she was willing to go away with him, but he felt that he would leave like that and what should Duan Heyu do? So he finally chose to stay. She didn't understand the bullshit relationship between the man and the man, so after he was buried in the sea of fire, she left without hesitation. She hated all men in the world.
After being caught in the mountains by a boss from Seventy-Two Peaks to be the wife of the village, she used all the tricks she had learned in Fengyuelou to deal with those stinky men. She became more and more unrestrained, but who could understand a lonely woman's heart was sobbing in the dead of night.
Zhu Yeqing, when everyone called her that, she found that she had become a woman like a snake and scorpion. This not only failed to make those men retreat, but instead made those men even more crazy.
Chapter completed!