"You never know what will happen next."

"When you are not happy, you can go crazy like a mad dog, curse and curse your fate. But in the end, you still have to let go. Everyone has the same ending - death. No matter what happened in their life, in the end, the dust will return to dust and soil. So, when facing some things, why bother so tightly, it is better to let go."

"Life is only once, and it cannot be repeated. The length of life cannot be determined, but we decide the thickness of life ourselves. Life is so short, I wish you and I can enjoy it."

Jiuer, that is, Honglei, became relieved when she survived Taohua Town. Wu Yonglin disappeared at the moment of her life's splendor. Jiuer knew that even if he could survive again, he would definitely find a place for everyone to find him. Jiuer even foreseeed what ended Wu Yonglin might end up in the end: either missing a hand or having his legs broken or unrecognizable. Compared with the miserable scenes of Wu Yonglin in her mind, Jiuer was glad that she could still breathe the fresh air around her intact, occasionally eating her favorite food, and from time to time, tell Feng Shiniang about the happy things she encountered in the village every day, which was more real than all the glitz in the past.

As time goes by, the people around them are getting older day by day. Straws of silver threads will appear in their hair, wrinkles will appear on their faces, and their skin will become looser and looser. Everyone follows the normal track and follows the steps forward. No more minute or less, no less second, they will have children and grandchildren, and they will complete the last journey of their lives with their beloved.

One day, Jiuer found out that she was poisoned by the man she trusted most, and she lived in fear. After learning that the thing was cured, she angrily slapped the man's spiritual cover.

The things that followed were developing in a strange direction. She found that her skills were gradually disappearing, and gains and losses were gains and losses. When God closed a window for her, he opened another window for her at the same time. The wrinkles on her face gradually disappeared, and the white hair on her head turned back into strands of black hair. She even felt her joints slowly shrinking when she went to bed at night. Yes, others were getting older, and she was moving against the will of heaven and younger.

Perhaps she was sighing and sighing at her age who was gradually moving towards forty-mindedness and no longer young, thinking about the past and all kinds of sighs and sighs, Jiuer should have found a place to enjoy it secretly, but the result became more and more uncontrollable. Her turn of the rings was much faster than the time when she was old. In just a few months, she actually changed back to her appearance that was almost the same as her in her thirties. She has been in January now, and it seems that she is not as good as her in her past years.

After she knew that the matter could not be hidden, she left the place she cared most. In order to keep it a secret, she did not bring anyone with her. Who knew that Xiao Honglei, the leader of the Red Shirt Sect, who was once powerful and domineering, ended up losing all his strength and finding a place to make her born without any inch of miserable end? There was not even anyone who accompanied her through the last journey of her life. Xiao Honglei felt creepy when she thought about it, let alone those ordinary people in the world?

After wandering around the world for several months, she accidentally found out that there was a holy medicine in Tubo that could relieve hundreds of poisons. He heard that after Princess Wencheng married into Tubo hundreds of years ago, she took one, and her golden branches and jade leaves survived in the bitter and cold land, and she lived even more interesting than in the Daming Palace in Chang'an.

Xiao Honglei actually didn't believe in this story that was fabricated by the world. However, when she stood at the crossroads of life choices, she found that there was no way out. Later, the wrong encounter at Ganoderma lucidum and the people she met became her most unforgettable memory. Wu Yonglin, a "fake monk" who was not tempted by her beauty, made her taste a sense of frustration for the first time. When Wu Yonglin appeared at the gate of the Potala Palace again, her inner excitement and joy were as different as a thorny bride who had been married for the first time suddenly realized that it was almost the same. When Wu Yonglin walked on the red carpet with his hands in hand, she felt that he was her groom.

In the Potala Palace, she finally did not want to be manipulated by fate and resolutely walked into King Yundan's bedroom. When she opened the so-called gold-edged sandalwood box used to hold the "spiritual pill" that King Yundan once accidentally revealed, she found that it was empty inside, with only a note full of small regular script, she suddenly felt that her life was like what was written on the note, "Everything is empty, not happy, not sad. The world is destroyed, not thick, not thin. The illusion is broken, not real, not fake."

As for what happened when she was finally held hostage by Yun Ziyan and experiencing Taohua Town, her only regret was that when the best years of her life gradually disappeared, she missed each other several times, but she didn't have time to meet Wu Yonglin again. The man who had always treated him with courtesy and never crossed the line, so she wanted to give him the brightest moment of her life to him without reservation.

God felt sorry for her. Perhaps it was because she told the pain she had in her heart for more than a year to a willing person. Feng Shiniang, Zhu Yeqing, who also harmed thirteen green forest heroes, made her heartless words, "You might as well forget him, maybe there will be a day to meet." But it fulfilled her regret.

When she came out of the aunt's house that day, she felt her heart beating constantly. It was a woman's instinctive intuition. She felt that the person in her heart was near her, so she used a "bitter trick" to force him to appear.

When she looked at the mask on his face, Xiao Honglei was already excited and excited. She was used to this little trick. She did not expose him. He needed this identity to make some ulterior motives. She also wanted to prove that since she could recognize Wu Yonglin at first sight, could he recognize her at first sight? As a result, she was disappointed. She had hinted him countless times, and even during the two days when he was meditating in the cave, she hugged him tightly from behind and cried many times. He still couldn't understand her feelings like a clay sculpture. She really wanted to tell Wu Yonglin that she was Jiuer, but she didn't have the courage, just like she couldn't know how much time she could have next. It's better to miss him than to meet him. She might be very content.
Chapter completed!