Chapter 155: Mutual Voices
Long Yan Xuefeng was sweating all over his face. Isn’t that just restrain himself? What made him even more incredible is that he can actually directly control his mental power. If he continues to think about it like this, then Huan'er, you can also travel memory programming to control the person he wants to control, which is absolutely terrible.
"So as such, you can see what I remember? And you have the ability to program and memorize, right?" Long Yan Xuefeng's eyes at Huan'er changed significantly.
Huan'er seemed to realize something and shook her head and said: I can, but I won't use it on you, even if I give my life, I won't." She was panicked in her tone, and she was afraid that Long Yanxue Summit would alienate herself for this reason, which would definitely be a nightmare for her.
Long Yan Xuefeng shook his head slightly and thought to himself: "It seems that this girl has not yet fully emerged from the shadow of the smart terminal, but it is no wonder how can she change her habits for more than a thousand years?
How could he know that it was not that he had not changed his faults but that he cared too much about Longyan Xuefeng's every move. The degree to which she cared about Longyan Xuefeng was far higher than that of Longyan Xuefeng's imagination. Just as she said to Tianqiong, "All things have boundaries, and love and hate are no reason." After all, emotion is the most difficult thing in this world to understand invisible and invisible.
"Why are you doing this again? I'm just a little surprised and surprised. Besides, don't you know everything about me? And I'm already guarding against you, your trick is useless to me. Okay, let's do it again. I just warmed up just now, and you can't play tricks when I'm going to be caught by me."
Huan'er was a little surprised. Although she was a little incredible, she was inexplicably confident. Then she smiled and said, "Huan'er will correct it slowly, so let's continue. I haven't warmed up yet." As she said that, she rushed to Longyan Xuefeng, half-squatted her legs and slapped her hands softly, without any intention of being strong.
"Oh? Use fists to transform palms, use both inside and outside, and both the shape and meaning are drunk, hard but not hard, soft but vigorous, interesting. It seems that you asked me to be an examiner for you," said while resisting. Their figures are sometimes fast and lightning, sometimes slow and like a fallen leaf floating around.
Longyan Xuefeng, who has been in martial arts for many years, can tell at a glance that this contains Tai Chi artistic conception and palm technique, which is what he said to use fists to transform palms. The use of both inside and outside refers to the use of internal skills above Huan'er's waist, while the position of external skills is placed on the posture of external skills, but her steps are vague and exudes the smell of drunken fists. The combination of hardness and softness is interpreted to create a different flavor.
Of course, these are the deeper basics of the spiritual skills. Each move contains at least three or more spiritual skills. This fight takes half an hour.
Long Yan Xuefeng stopped in a corner with a slightly breathing breath, and waved his hand and said, "During the intermission, are you still the spiritual power of the late stage of gathering energy? I really don't know how powerful it is when you use your full strength." Long Yan Xuefeng said angrily.
Huan'er said with a smile: "My total spiritual power has reached the same level as you. I just calculate more accurately than you, and try to do less useless work.
Long Yan Xuefeng followed his father's appearance and used his father's routine to strike while the iron was hot:
"This is your misunderstanding. In general, your fusion is still good, but after a long time of fighting with you, the problem arises. The reason why you only make a fusion but not a fusion seems to be fusion because your calculations are also powerful, but it will appear extremely short-term stagnation at each node. At the same time, it is also the flaw in your heart. You are still too dependent on calculations."
It seems to be a small problem. If you continue to form a fixed mindset, you will eventually deviate from the great way. Only when the mind and mind are united can you become stronger and stronger, and your mind become purer and clearer. Can you tell me about your inner activities during your cultivation?"
Huan'er listened very seriously and did rely on calculations, especially the output of spiritual power and the control of angle and strength, which lacked a hint of freedom and boldness.
"Why don't you talk? To solve your problem, you must know what the problem is. I have no problem with your techniques and skills. Even if I hadn't been with you for a long time, I wouldn't be able to see your problem at all. So I must know the details of your cultivation, including psychological activities. This is also a matter of no choice. The difficulty of practicing "The Kan God System" is so perverted that when I was a child, my father was careful when he made every decision because it required not only excellent talent, but also a balanced mentality."
Huan'er stood there, lowering her head as if thinking about something, and then plucked up the courage and said, "Actually, I learned all this for you. I want to help you. I know more about everything before you went down the mountain than you thought. You can even say that you are the person I know the most in this world. Although I have read countless materials, you are the most flesh-and-blood person I have memories to be closest to me."
"A person who has inherited most of the civilizations in other worlds is so lonely in such a backward era of cultivation. Just like me, I really hoped to be your friend at that time. At that time, you were very busy, and I could only know every minute of you through the uploaded memories every month. I gradually fell in love with this feeling."
"When you first summoned the Emperor's Holy Armor, do you know how excited I was? I am really happy to see the real you for the first time, and to talk to you that you are more handsome, smarter, and gentler than I remember. And when you first met me, you gave me such a big promise to make me a real person. You did what your two fathers had not done! And it took only such a short time."
"It seems that happiness came too suddenly. I felt very uncomfortable with my role change and was confused. But even then my subtle emotions were captured by you attentively. You care for me as much as you can and let me adapt to this new role as soon as possible. But I am stupid and stupid. I have that vow. My heart is very confused and very confused, but at this time you let me be your girlfriend. Although I am very confused, I was really happy at that time. I seemed to have found a direction and found the meaning of my life. Maybe I was born for you."
"Later, when you were not by my side, I practiced hard... but I felt a little lost in my heart when I was not committed. I even suspected that the letter you wrote to me was fake one day, but I was willing to persist because I don't believe you will not keep your word. Since that's the case, I must persist and wait for you and quietly work hard to do better in a corner where you can't see."
She said such sad words, so happy and natural, and what she said seemed to have nothing to do with cultivation, but it sounded so bitter at Longyan Xuefeng. He found her mood. At the same time, he also felt that he was so self-righteous. He thought Huan'er was simple or he thought her feelings were simple.
Emotion is not a name but a warmth, a picture of memory, a interweaving of communication. What he owes her is a promise, a confession buried in his heart.
"Huan'er, I didn't explain some things to you clearly. When I saw you for the first time, I only treated you as a little sister..." But as soon as he said it, he found that Huan'er's delicate body was trembling slightly, his face was pale and his tears were dripping down.
I cursed myself in my heart and said something. Didn’t I always be clever? Why is my mind so confused at this time?
Longyan Xuefeng didn't give any explanation, and stepped forward at an unprecedented speed and hugged her, as if she was afraid that she would run away. She hugged her very tightly, very tightly...
He no longer opened his mouth to speak, but instead used his mental power to communicate with each other. He was so careful that as long as he made a little sound, she would leave him, or there would be some personality barrier.
"You heard that it was not what you imagined. At the beginning, I did only treat you as a little sister. At that time, you were still a smart terminal, and you were optimistic and full of potential. I thought, it would be a pity if you always looked like this, so I thought it would be great if you could become a human being one day, so I made a promise." Long Yan Xuefeng said sincerely.
"Later, by chance, I had a chance. I chose to turn you into a human being without hesitation. I don't know why I made a decision so quickly. It was just a feeling that was very subtle and inexplicable. Well, it wasn't that I couldn't explain it clearly. The first thought that flashed through my mind was that there might be a little chattering girl around me in the future, and that feeling seemed good."
Long Yan Xuefeng said from the bottom of his heart with gentleness and sincerity. He no longer wanted to hide anything, and there was no need to hide it.
He remembered that when his father was 17 years old, he once said to him when he was drinking too much: "Whether men or women are on the road of dating, as far as both parties want to go smoothly, there is a good result, as long as you are careful, sincere, patient, and a little wisdom, you will not be heartbroken. He didn't understand before, but now he understands, in general, he is not caring enough, nor is he warm enough.
"After you have your own body again, which is the most perfect work of art in the world. From the outside, you are so perfect that you seem to have surpassed the category of perfection and the category of goddesses, and are so beautiful that it is untouchable. Moreover, the first thing this goddess who surpasses the goddess wakes up is to give me her first kiss, of course I am the same, but I still think I have made a profit."
Long Yan Xuefeng and his face were slightly red. Yes, as a Chu brother, it was the first time he had made him confess nakedly to a girl like this, and more importantly, this girl moved him, otherwise his language would not be so clichéd.
That feeling is really wonderful. It is something I have never tasted and experienced, so sometimes I feel a little unsatisfied. Although I am proficient in so many things, I am still a man. I am not very immunity to the perfect opposite sex. But I just have a good impression of my wife."
It seems that he has found some feelings and said playfully, although it is a playful word, but it is not completely a fool. Although he is not an extreme perfectionist, he always has a heart for perfection.
"But I soon discovered your problem. You are confused about everything in this world. You seem to have a set of your own cognition but are so strange. As you said just now, it is difficult to accept a new definition of identity. Perhaps it is a self-inflicted problem for others and an emotion that should not appear."
"But I know that this is precisely the manifestation of your IQ and EQ. The talents and wisdom you have are far better than me, but I have something you have never had before, that is, care and warmth, such invisible and intangible things, are what you need most."
"But I don't know what kind of identity should be used to give you these things, because you were too fragile at that time. I didn't want to change you directly or indirectly because of my subjective consciousness. So I gave you a diary, hoping that through it you can lose some psychological burden."
"It was not until the next day when I kissed me well and what you said that really hurt me deeply. At that time, I didn't know why you fell in love with me so quickly. That feeling was really amazing."
"When I wrote that letter to you, my heart was so chaotic. I don't know what you feel about me, nor do I know what I feel about you. After all, we have been together so short and less than a day, but I finally escaped because I don't know how to face you. In terms of emotional relationships between men and women, I am really a rookie."
Now Longyan Xuefeng no longer seems to be the black-bellied god of hiding, but just a young man who simply recalls the past and recalls his first love. Although his tone is a bit sour and his words are a bit old-fashioned, it does not conform to his witty and changeable and innovative character at all, but this is the most real person, without a trace of decoration, without a trace of concealment and consistent inside and outside.
Chapter completed!