"You have a nightmare!" Shu Ran frowned and looked at him in a melancholy voice.

Xi Jincheng was stunned, then chuckled with a self-deprecating voice, shook his head: "It's a bad thing, but it's not a dream."

These are all processes that really happen in his past, exist in his memories, and belong to part of his life.

Shu Ran seemed to understand, but he must have experienced similar things before, but now he dreamed again.

I just don’t know what kind of dream it would be, which would make him so excited even in his dream, biting the quilt and struggling.

Shu Ran patted his shoulder, jumped out of bed, and walked towards the bathroom.

Xi Jincheng closed his eyes, leaned back against the head of the bed, stroked his forehead with his hands, and kept recalling the scenes in his dreams.

His childhood, his past, had been forgotten for many years, but suddenly it was completely turned up.

Mu Chen's words were still heard in the afternoon. Perhaps it was the same uneasiness, a sense of threat of worrying about being replaced, which made Mu Chen have such a sense of crisis.

Shu Ran came out of the bathroom, took a towel in her hand, returned to the bed, and handed it to him.

"Wipe your face, you're sweating all over your head, it's so sticky and uncomfortable."

Xi Jincheng smiled at her, took the towel, and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"Is that okay?" Shu Ran breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that his face finally improved.

"It's okay, I dreamed of what happened when I was a child." Xi Jincheng shook his head and comforted her with a casual look.

"You still can't let go? So many years have passed. No matter how big the hatred is, no matter how big the hatred is, it's time to let go after so long.

You are carrying the memories of the past, but aren’t you tortured yourself?

Sometimes, thinking of a person as a bad person is much more tiring than turning a blind eye to the other person, seeing that everyone is a good person.

I feel that like Xi Jinyan, who is wise and stupid, he will live more easily than you."

Shu Ran sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, saying distressed and helplessly.

Xi Jincheng's movement of wiping his face paused, turned his head to look at her, and said "yes" without comment, lifting the quilt and getting out of bed.

Shu Ran stood up and wondered if she had said something she shouldn't have said, which made him angry?

"You go to bed first! I feel sticky, go take a shower." Xi Jincheng pointed his hand with a towel casually and explained to her.

"Don't use cold water!" Shu Ran nodded and gave a caring reminder.

"Okay, I know." He walked up to her, bent down and kissed her, and rubbed her hair again: "You go to bed first, don't wait for me."

"Yeah." She responded in disagreement and watched him enter the bathroom. She sighed.

Until he finished taking a shower, she was still sitting on the bed waiting for him. Xi Jincheng was stunned and then smiled helplessly: "Didn't you let you sleep first? Why are you waiting for me?"

"I woke up and couldn't sleep. I went to see Wanwan. I just came back!" Shu Ran stuck out her tongue and saw that his hair was wet, so she was about to get out of bed again.

"Don't come down, go to bed quickly!" Xi Jincheng hurriedly stopped him, wiped his hair with a towel, walked over and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her.

Shu Ran also sat on the edge of the bed with him, turned her head to meet his gaze, and smiled softly.

"Why are you looking at me like this?" Xi Jincheng blinked, feeling a little embarrassed.

"Since you're awake and can't sleep, why not just chat?" She hooked his arm and tilted her head and giggled.

Xi Jincheng raised his eyebrows, smiled docilely, and nodded: "What do you want to talk about?"

"This is the first time I've seen you look so scared. To be honest, is it because what Mu Chen said today that stimulates you?" Shu Ran asked half-guessed and half-thinkingly. During the time after he went to take a shower, she thought about it carefully and felt that this was the greatest possibility.

"Maybe it! When I heard Mu Chen say that, my heart moved, as if I saw myself when I was five years old." Xi Jincheng smiled bitterly. This is probably because of the day and the night dream!

"Oh, you said, how good would it be if we could meet at that time?" Shu Ran wrinkled her nose, full of regret.

"Even if you know each other at that time, what can you change? Maybe you only know how to cry all day long. Can you still think about letting you come to comfort me at that time?"

Xi Jincheng sneered and asked back with a quip.

"Even if you can't comfort me, at least you can still be with me!" Shu Ran thought to herself. In fact, he wouldn't know how much she envied Xi Xiaoxin!

"I will be very content with your company in the future." Naturally, he would not know what she was thinking, so he leaned over and kissed her forehead. Compared to her regret, he looked satisfied.

Shu Ran smiled, this was so beautiful!

"Xi Jincheng, to be honest, let go of all the past, we will not think about whether it is good or not! We will start from now on, only thinking about the present and the future. We will live happily and happily, don't worry about so much, okay?"

Shu Ran reached out to hold his face, straightened her body, and looked at his eyes. The sudden seriousness and seriousness made him smile.

Xi Jincheng looked at her, without agreeing or opposing, but just let her continue to say it.

"Chairman Xi is in poor health and is sick, but he has not shown it in front of you. Sorry, the person who hurt you is old and sick, to put it bluntly, how long can he stay in this world?

Do you hate him for one day when you are alive? I am not afraid that he will be sad because you hate him, but hating someone is more tiring and sad than loving someone!

The person I feel sorry for is you. I can't bear to live happily with me and my children like this, but I have to choose to live like this with hatred.

Xi Jincheng, I will feel heartbroken, sad, and unhappy!"

Shu Ran bit her lip, observing his reaction, and not letting him go with a trace of his eyes.

She had wanted to tell him these words long ago, but she had never found a suitable opportunity.

Now that she has seen him with her own eyes be tortured by the nightmare of her childhood, how could she still watch coldly?

She licked her lips until she confirmed that he was not displeased by her words and confirmed that he was calmly listening to her, and continued:

"I know you don't believe Xi Jinyan, but he hasn't done anything to hurt you and me now. Maybe we really blamed him wrongly? Even to test him, you can't be so closely guarded against him, so that he doesn't even have the chance to reveal his tail!

It’s better to just treat it as giving him a chance and also giving yourself a chance, huh?"

"So, I asked him to go to the design department." Xi Jincheng curled the corner of his lower lip, I really don't know if it was a tacit understanding or a coincidence.

Why are they so co-shooting?

Before he could tell her what he had just done, she immediately came to the point.
Chapter completed!