In the noisy bar, he asked for a glass of brandy with ice, held the cup and swayed in front of his eyes, and then drank it all in one gulp.

The spicy liquid slid through his throat, stimulating the nerve endings all over his body, and he raised an evil smile.

How long has it been since I went back? Shi Yuyan looked at him calmly, not stopping him from drinking like venting.

Give me another cup! He seemed to have no idea, and he reached out to call the waiter and just get me a bottle!

Then he rotated the chair, faced his body to the center dance floor, and shaking his body with the violent dance music.

Cheng, you shouldn’t be doing this kind of behavior of buying drunk to escape yourself! Is Shi Yuyan frowned and looked at his careless look for Shu Ran?

For her, he went to the bar to get drunk?

How long has it been since I had a good drink with you?

It should be that since the car accident eleven years ago, their relationship has become very subtle, as if it will break out at any time, and both of them are carefully maintaining this friendship.

Because he promised Xiaoxin, he would never blame him.

Therefore, he has been enduring it all the time, trying not to be alone with him, for fear that he would not be able to control himself and break his trust in the deceased.

It's been eleven years!

Faced with the incident and that relationship eleven years ago, they were all escaping, deceiving themselves, and suppressing them.

No one dares to mention the things that happened eleven years ago, and he dares not mention the word Xiaoxin in front of the other side. Even words with the same pronunciation will try their best to avoid them.

Suddenly I realized that I was so tired!

Now that I have taken it out and talked publicly, I feel relieved.

The two of them looked at each other tacitly and laughed.

It's unimaginable that they spent eleven years making things difficult for themselves.

Until now, you still haven't forgotten her in your heart, right? Xi Jincheng poured a full cup of brandy into his cup, raised his head and dried it all over again.

Only such a stimulating smell can barely cover the indescribable pain there.

Let him briefly ignore the feeling of heartache and focus on this cup of golden liquid.

I will never forget her in this life. He chuckled and shook his head, with a faint sadness in his eyes.

Yes, this life

How long will this life last?

After eleven years, the scene where she closed her eyes in her arms seemed to be yesterday.

He even closed his eyes and could see the shocking blood dyeing her snow-white skirt red, even his shirt

But I won't do anything that hurts me because of this. Shi Yuyan looked at him with some meaning and said.

His love is too strong, too domineering, too authoritarian.

So even though things have changed for so many years, he still cannot get out of that shadow and still closes himself in the ivory tower he built.

Even the people I cherish are hurt unconsciously!

That's because you've closed your heart.

But he accidentally let the door open a crack and put a person in it.

His blue-bearded giant's room was invaded, and now he was thinking about how to deal with the intruder.

If someone takes a key to open the door, I will not turn her out.

This guy is really trapped by love and has never seen him so frustrated. He always uses his pride to protect himself and not let anyone get close to him.

I really have to sigh that love can really completely change a person and become completely unself-centered.

Unfortunately, the person holding that key will never appear.

His sarcastic smile seemed to be self-deprecating, as if he was laughing at Shi Yuyan.

If you can't forget that person, how can you free up your heart to accept another person? You know that this is impossible, otherwise, how unfair it is to the person holding the key, right?

What if she doesn't mind?

Seeing Xi Jincheng pouring the third glass of brandy into his mouth, he grabbed the bottle and refused to let him drink it again.

He actually drank such a strong wine as boiled water and drank three glasses in a row. Is this guy dead?

Is there such a fool in the world?

He sighed softly, raised his head and laughed loudly, tears flowing out of his eyes, and many people cast suspicious eyes at him, and he suddenly stopped laughing wildly.

Such a fool would only hurt her skin in the end, and her heart would be full of holes. Because he thought of someone, his pale face with tears.

Cheng, why don’t you let yourself go? Xiaoxin is dead and she is no longer in this world. Why don’t you let her rest in peace? Just treat it as letting her go, let yourself go, okay?

Xi Jincheng was so sad that people felt sad and felt distressed for him.

How did he torture himself for so many years? How did he hurt himself?

So what? Even if she is not in this world, she has never left me. What about you? Are you not the same? Are the two brothers in the world want to comfort each other poorly here? It’s so funny!

Xi Jincheng looked at him coldly and took the bottle from him. You have no right to talk to me!

city

Handsome guy, please give me a drink? A beautiful woman in sexy clothes came over, leaning half of her body in Xi Jincheng's arms, her red lips shining with a seductive luster.

The soft and boneless hand stroked his chest, slipped into his open large piece of shirt, and threw a charming look at him in a teasing way.

What's wrong? He took a wine glass, poured a full glass, and fed it to her lips himself, while his other hand stumbled into her skirt and wandered on the inside of her thighs.

How can this be done? It’s so bad! The beauty hit her delicately, closed her eyes with pleasure, and let his hands touch irregularly.

City! Shi Yuyan frowned unhappily and looked at the scene. He couldn't bear it and pushed the woman away. He took the bottle of brandy from Xi Jincheng and stuffed it into her arms. He said coldly, "Come away with the wine!"

Really disappointing

Don't worry about him, let's continue! Xi Jincheng grabbed the woman who was about to leave, ignored Shi Yuyan's extremely cold gaze, put her on a high chair, lowered her head and buried her towering chest.

Damn it! Shi Yuyan lowered his curse, ignored them, stood up and ran out quickly.

Why did he stop? It was not until Shi Yuyan's back completely disappeared into the crowd that Xi Jincheng pushed her away and raised his head, looked in that direction in a mysterious way, and a cruel smile ripped up at the corner of his lips.

Stay away from me! He took out a stack of bills from his wallet and stuffed them into her chest, glanced at her with contempt, and raised the bottle and poured the wine in big mouthfuls.

Why not drunk?

Is this wine fake?

Why is it that his mind is still so clear when he is almost finished?

So awake, I haven't forgotten that the sad eyes were shining with tears of wounded
Chapter completed!