In the winter of Haitian City, the evening breeze blows on the face and is wet and cold and intoxicating.

A cold tremor.

Shu Ran, who was wearing pajamas alone, was so cold that she went straight into Xi Jincheng's arms. Xi Jincheng hugged her tightly and reached out to close the window.

"Go to sleep, don't get frozen." Xi Jincheng pinched her shoulder and coaxed her softly.

"Aren't you sleeping?" Shu Ran turned around in his arms, hugged his waist, and looked up at him.

Xi Jincheng was too melancholy and gloomy, and her indifference from the inside out made her feel distressed.

Xi Jincheng lowered his head and met her big black and white eyes as bright as a deer, and smiled slightly: "You sleep first, I'll stand for a while."

"Then I'll accompany you!" Shu Ran shook her head, hugged him even more, pressed her face against his chest, and listened to his calm heartbeat.

Xi Jincheng kissed her head, but no longer refused, but just buried her deeply in his arms.

"What are you watching when you stand here every night?" Xi Jincheng turned his gaze back into the curtain color, curious, and his voice was low and heavy, and he hit her eardrums through his chest.

"How do you know that I stand here every night?" Shu Ran looked up in surprise, but was pressed back by him. She couldn't see the expression on his face or the expression in his blue eyes at this moment.

"For a while, I was watching you downstairs and didn't dare to let you show up." Xi Jincheng chuckled, a little helpless, and a little self-deprecating.

"Xi Jincheng, I don't know that you have the bad taste of peeping!" Shu Ran was shocked. She was always peeping by him without her knowing?

Shu Ran pounded his chest hard, and when she thought about it, she felt annoyed.

"I am helpless to have such bad taste for you. What can I do?" Xi Jincheng grabbed her little fist and put it on his lips and kissed her gently.

Shu Ran's face became hot, she pulled her hand back and wrapped it around his waist again.

"Also, what are you drawing on this glass?" Xi Jincheng pointed to the glass again, kowtowed her forehead with his chin, and continued to ask.

Shu Ran looked along and was speechless.

"Can't answer? Then I'll guess, um... it's not waiting for someone, right?" Xi Jincheng raised her chin and looked at her with a smile.

"..." Shu Ran calmly looked at him, a little surprised that he hit him with a word.

"If you don't answer, that's what I guess right? Then who are you waiting for?" Xi Jincheng raised his eyebrows, and when his eyes flashed slightly, Shu Ran caught a little displeasure.

Shu Ran brushed off his fingers from his chin, broke free from his arms, looked at him, and said unhappily: "Look at it with your eyes wide open, I will only write it once!"

Xi Jincheng said "um" and stood behind her, looking at her back to him, her slender index finger tips pressing against the glass, stroked and exerting slowly and forcefully.

Shu Ran didn't finish half of the second word, and tightened her waist, pressed her hot chest on her back, and his warm breathing was in her ears.

Shu Ran shrank her neck and insisted on finishing the remaining third word.

Just like in the past five years, this has become a bedtime habit for her.

Xi Jincheng only felt that the finger was not written on the glass, but was like a carving knife, depicting it in his heart.

She did not portray the three words "Xi Jincheng", but the two words "Shu Ran" were engraved on his heart.

"For five years, I have been standing in this position, looking at this road, with your name written on it. Imagine one day, you suddenly stood there, waved at me, and told me that Shu Ran loudly that I am here!"

Shu Ran pointed to the white cement road outside the window that was particularly conspicuous in the darkness, and murmured softly, as if she was talking to herself, as if she was singing the most beautiful love song for him.

"Shu Ran, I'm here!" Xi Jincheng said softly with her ear.

Shu Ran looked back at him and gave him a bright smile.

Xi Jincheng kissed her and looked at the two red glows blooming on her cheeks, and his heart moved slightly.

"Some things, some people, can be waited, can be obtained in waiting, and waited. Some things, some people, cannot wait, and in the end, will become regrets. That's because waiting is different from what is waiting and human nature and beliefs."

Shu Ran covered her arms around her waist with her hands, which had an implication.

Without pointing out the truth, it was enough to make Xi Jincheng know it.

"Shu Ran, what if I haven't waited for me? After waiting for five years, when are you going to wait until you give up?" Xi Jincheng knew why what she said meant, but many things were not something that could be done by knowing how to do.

"If you haven't waited, then wait, wait, wait...soon, it will be gone forever!" Shu Ran smiled and teased herself.

"For a lifetime?" Xi Jincheng bit her neck, and it was not strong enough. Shu Ran still hurt: "Since I decided to wait for me for the rest of my life, why don't you tell me that you are alive? Do you know that for so many years..."

I almost couldn't get through?

Xi Jincheng sighed, but hugged her tighter and didn't say anything further.

"I thought I left to fulfill your love." Shu Ran shrugged. He had never given her the feeling of loving her at all. Instead, he cared for Xi Xiaoxin very much.

What can she do?

Then he had to stay there stupidly, waiting for him to declare that she had been sentenced to be eliminated. Did he decide to be with Xi Xiaoxin?

"Five years! If I had love, it would have blossomed and bear fruit long ago, right? Have you not paid attention to me in the past five years? Haven't Yan told you what kind of life I'm living?"

Xi Jincheng was so angry that he was angry at her cruelty and even more hated his stupidity.

If he hadn't been so stupid back then, why would he let the two of them experience a separation of life and death? Her love is so strong and unconcealed, that he is too stupid!

"I've followed." Shu Ran was frank, "But I have Mu Chen and can't go back. I don't want to be the target of public criticism anymore, I don't want Mu Chen to follow me into danger, and I don't want Wen Hai's incident to repeat the same mistakes.

The Xi family’s problem, you should know better than me if you want to deal with you. If they let them know that I am not dead and have given birth to your son, would you think it would be better than it is now?"

Shu Ran leaned on him, absorbing the warmth brought to her by his arms, and analyzing the past years, whenever she was about to persevere and wanted to go back to find him, she suppressed these impulsive rationality.

If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have been waiting for five years.

"My mother's body looks pretty good. In fact, just like the doctor said, if a lamp is burned for a certain period of time, there will always be a time when the lamp oil is burned out.

Her current situation is already at this time. But Mu Ran and I dare not tell her, nor do we want to break the calm and happy warmth of now.

If you have another surgery, I'm afraid..." She shook her head and said incomplete sentences.
Chapter completed!