Chapter 386 I, Xia Mi, have never been weaker than others all my life(1/2)
Chapter 386 I, Xia Mi, will never be weaker than anyone else in my life.
Author: majesty
Chapter 386 I, Xia Mi, will never be weaker than anyone else in my life.
"It's different from what you thought? In what ways?"
Su Mo asked.
"Friends are different!"
Eri Yi's hand holding the corner of Su Mo's clothes tightened slightly.
"The friends I know now are different from Brother Su Mo and Sister Ling. Although I know many people, there are no friends like Brother Su Mo and Sister Ling."
Even Eri Yi, during this period of interaction, noticed the gap between friends, and also had a slight sense of what it meant to be close or distant.
Because the first and second friends she came into contact with were Su Mo and Ling, her understanding of friends was different from ordinary people.
It was okay when facing Xia Mi, and the distance between Nono and Susie was not strong, but the friends outside of this were not at all the kind of friends Eriki wanted.
That's why the labels on her gifts are different.
Only the gifts given to Su Mo and Ling are things they share, the others are just gifts.
"Normally, what they like is Ultraman who kills monsters. As for who Ultraman is, they may not care, but Ultraman's situation is like this. You have to get used to it."
This is the same for children.
In Eriki's eyes, Minamoto is also a righteous Ultraman, but Minamoto's situation is similar to this.
The subordinates of the eight Sheqi families are willing to die for Minamoto because of Amaterasu's fate, but there are only a handful of people who truly understand Minamoto.
There is a difference between righteous love and personal love. Ultraman is taking the forward path.
Hearing this, Eryi raised her head and looked at Su Mo.
"Do you have to kill monsters to become Ultraman?"
"It doesn't necessarily mean killing, it's more appropriate to eliminate. Of course, in this world, there is a high probability that you can only kill."
Su Mo shook his head.
The hatred between dragon slayers and dragons in this world is too deep and cannot be easily resolved, otherwise dragon slayers like Angers would not have been born.
If you want to become an Ultraman praised by the world, the easiest way is to fight monsters. In fact, whether in the Sheqi Hachi Family or Kassel Academy, the way Eri gained reputation twice was by fighting monsters.
Monsters - Deadpool and Constantine.
"But I don't want to do that."
Eriyi lowered her head.
"They all asked me to fight monsters, but I didn't want to do that."
This was the second point that she felt was different from what she thought. In the past, Eriki only saw Ultraman being welcomed by many people and being surrounded by the world, so she was very envious. It was different from her lonely self.
But after actually becoming Ultraman, she realized the problem. Ultraman may not be very close to the world, and fighting monsters may not be what she wants.
"Is it because others are saying that they want you to defeat the four monarchs and become the hero who ends the age of dragons?"
Su Mo asked.
"Um."
Eriyi nodded.
She was indeed affected by this.
"This is a normal request in itself. Why are you unwilling to fight monsters, Xia Mi?"
Su Mo didn't think anything of what the students of Kassel Academy said. This was a dragon slaying school, and Eri was the strongest dragon slayer. It was normal for her to place her hopes on her.
However, it is worth digging deeper into why Eriyi resists this requirement.
"I don't want to fight Sister Xia Mi."
Huiliyi looked up at Su Mo.
When her previous opponents were the Deadpools and Constantine, she didn't think anything special and always followed Su Mo's orders.
But it wasn't until she realized that her opponent might be Xia Ya that Eriki came up with her own ideas. After she felt conflicted, she thought of something more profound.
"I don't want to fight Brother Su Mo either."
"Why does it involve me?"
Su Mo said a little strangely.
"Because the evil Ultraman is also Ultraman's enemy."
Eriyi answered honestly and looked at Su Mo with worried eyes.
Thinking about it, this was the real reason for her resistance.
Those people wanted her to kill Sister Xia Mi this time. Is it possible that they want her to kill Su Mo next time?
Su Mo is a good brother, but not a good person, and Eri Yi still knows this.
All monsters will be killed by the righteous Ultraman.
Now that Eri has become Ultraman, doesn't she want to kill those unjust monsters?
Perhaps Eriki herself didn't realize that part of the reason for her struggle was that she herself was a monster.
The price for growing into Ultraman is to kill your past self.
Some people may accept this kind of thing, but Eriyi can't do it. She still has Su Mo and Ling.
"Are you actually worried about me?"
Hearing this, Su Mo was slightly stunned, a little confused about whether to laugh or cry.
He had actually already guessed and expected Eri Yi's confusion.
When he first asked Eri Yi to kill the servants and become the savior of the eight Sheqi families, Su Mo knew that Eri Yi might not be able to go down this road.
The reason is very simple. Eriki does not have the consciousness to kill monsters, nor does she understand Ultraman's real situation. She just simply envies Ultraman for being accepted by the world.
On this basis, Su Mo still supports Eri Yi to try to become light, mainly to let her experience it personally and grow through the experience. It is not important whether this road can come to an end. What is important is that Eri Yi can gradually understand
What you want.
Facts have proved that Eriki grew up much faster than Su Mo thought, and she soon discovered the gap between her former naive thoughts and reality. This confusion was proof of her growth.
However, Su Mo didn't expect that one day he would be worried about Eri Yi.
Why do I suddenly feel like my daughter has grown up?
"Don't worry, since he is the evil Ultraman, he will definitely disguise himself very well. You don't have to worry about having to attack me one day!"
Su Mo touched Eli Yi's head and said confidently.
With the support of Lu Mingze and Ange, he can completely control the situation at Kassel College. Even half of the votes on the school board can be controlled by Su Mo. The secret party has almost become his back garden.
Under such circumstances, how could Su Mo's undercover identity be exposed?
How to lose when flying dragon rides on the face?
Hearing what Su Mo said, Eryi still shook her head, her eyes quiet.
"Brother Su Mo is very powerful, but I don't want to fight with him."
It doesn't matter whether he can win the fight or not. What matters is that Eri Yi cannot accept a hostile stance towards Su Mo.
"Is this so..."
After understanding what Eli Yi meant, Su Mo pondered for a few seconds and then asked.
"What do you want to do with Eri?"
"I have no idea."
Hui Liyi shook her head.
The point of her confusion was here. She wanted to become Ultraman, but was unable to take action against the monsters, so that she began to doubt her original wish.
Seeing her like this, Su Mo smiled slightly.
"If you don't understand, just think about it slowly. The day when you, Eri, can figure out whether you want to be Ultraman or a monster, that will be the time for you to truly grow up."
Although bystanders knew better, Su Mo had no intention of making a decision for Eli Yi.
Eriki's current confusion is not a big problem in itself.
"When you really grow up?!"
Hearing this, Eriki's eyes sparkled.
"Brother Su Mo, is it true?! If I understand this problem, I will grow up?"
She remembered that when Sister Ying and her brother were kissing, she had asked how they could be so close. Su Mo's previous answer was that she would understand when she grew up.
She had seen Sister Xia Mi and Brother Su Mo kiss each other when they met before, and she was very envious of their closeness.
To be continued...