"Like me? Be your girlfriend?"

Mou Jiawen thought she heard wrongly at first.

Later, she even suspected that Huang Baihan was joking.

But when she saw the seriousness and sincerity on Huang Baihan's face, Mou Jiawen, who was confessed by a boy for the first time, her head was like mud soaked by rain, mixed together and not knowing how to function.

The rain dripped down along the umbrella surface, blocking their sight like a curtain.

After a while, Mou Jiawen finally came to her senses. Faced with Huang Baihan's sincere and passionate eyes of hope, Xiao Mou himself started to stutter.

"You, you, what are you doing..."

Mou Jiawen completely lost her composure and lost the ability to think. She subconsciously said based on the current impression: "I, I have always regarded you as a friend. Please don't talk nonsense. I, I want to go back..."

Mou Jiawen felt that she couldn't stay any longer, so she turned around and ran to the dormitory, only to hear a "dong" sound.

Xiao Mou, who turned around too quickly and panicked, hit his forehead on the glass door of the dormitory.

"It hurts~"

Mou Jiawen didn't dare to stop and check, for fear that Huang Baihan would say something weird again, so she covered her forehead and just wanted to run back to the dormitory.

Seeing Mou Jiawen leaving in a hurry, Huang Baihan pretended to be calm at first and turned around to leave. He could even comfort himself with the excuse of "finally knowing the result."

But just after walking a few steps, my figure was still covered by the lights under the girls' dormitory building.

My heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, and I felt a huge sense of loss and inferiority surrounding myself.

How can I describe this kind of discomfort? It's not the grief of losing a loved one, and it won't shed tears.

But I feel like my whole body is sinking to the bottom of the sea. Breathing through the nose is not enough, and I even have to open my mouth.

When I opened my mouth, I felt like there was a suffocating stone on my chest, and I needed to take deep breaths.

It seems that every deep breath can take away some of the sad emotions in my heart, but this emotion arises too quickly, and no matter how deep I take a breath, I still feel that there is a lot left behind.

His mind is clear and blank.

Being awake means that you still know the way back to your dormitory, you know how to control your steps and turn left and right, and you even know how to step aside when a vehicle comes.

Blank means that there is an emptiness in the mind, a bit like losing memory and not knowing how to think.

There is still a sense of confusion, and then there is an urge to "express my sorrow in order to compose new words".

"On TV, it seems that people who confess failed love and lost love have to drink and smoke. Is this really useful?"

Huang Baihan walked to the canteen and looked at the rows of colorful cigarette boxes.

Finally, he bought a pack of Wuye Shen, which is commonly smoked by Cantonese people. In fact, Huang Baihan wanted to buy the Chinese one, but saw that the price was too expensive.

Immediately afterwards, I bought another can of beer.

In fact, Huang Baihan didn't want to drink that much, let alone smoke. Even in this mood, he seemed to think that these two things could relieve the sadness in his heart. It was a real and childish behavior.

Carrying cigarettes and wine, he came to a corner of the teaching building.

During class during the day, Huang Baihan remembered that students who smoked often gathered here.

He didn't have the energy to care about whether there was water on the ground, so he just sat down on the wet stairs.

In fact, I had been walking just now, and my eyes were always accepting things from the outside world. Now when I sit down alone, the sad feeling becomes clearer.

Therefore, if you are heartbroken, you must not stay alone. You must get in touch with different people and things so that you can disperse your energy. Otherwise, the longer you stay alone, the more likely you will become decadent.

Huang Baihan didn't know these truths. At this moment, it was like a movie playing in his mind, repeating the scene where he just confessed his love.

I want to stop but I can't.

In addition to being sad, Huang Baihan now also has a deep regret.

I regret not listening to my best friend. If I had known earlier, I would have confessed later or not at all.

Now that I have failed, I don’t know what to do next.

Therefore, people are sometimes very strange creatures.

The teacher told you "1+1=2", but you just thought "1+1=3". When you verified it after all the hard work and found that 1+1 is indeed equal to 2, you began to regret not listening to the teacher's words.

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"Hey~~~~"

Huang Baihan covered his face and let out a long sigh in the corridor. He accidentally touched the trousers clinging to his legs and found that they were all soaked through. He felt even more miserable.

He opened the beer can with a "pop" and took a big sip. The cold beer sloshed around in his stomach, and then he let out a hard belch, feeling inexplicably better.

Huang Baihan couldn't help but take a second sip. Anyway, the moment it entered his throat, he seemed to be able to forget about his failed confession.

After taking a few more sips, Huang Baihan tore open the package of Wuye Shen and clicked the lighter. The dim flames reflected the sad and depressed face.

Huang Baihan took out one, hesitated for a moment and was about to stuff it into his mouth.

Suddenly, a "thump thump thump" sound came from the stairs, like high heels stepping on the ground.

After all, Huang Baihan was still shy and embarrassed to smoke in front of others, so he held the cigarette in his hand, lowered his head and stared at his feet, preparing to wait for others to pass by.

Two people came down the stairs, probably a man and a woman. Although Huang Baihan lowered his head, he smelled a smell of perfume.

The boy walked in front. He ignored Huang Baihan on the stairs and passed by.

But when the girl passed by, her steps suddenly stopped.

Huang Baihan thought he was blocking others, so he silently moved to the side.

Unexpectedly, the girl suddenly said: "Bohan, is that you?"

Hearing the familiar voice, Huang Baihan raised his head in surprise and found that it was his deputy minister Xu Yue.

That boy just now... seems to be the vice president of the student union.

"A kid from our ministry."

Xu Yue turned to the vice chairman and said.

"oh."

The vice chairman didn't seem to want others to see him, so he hurriedly cleared the relationship and said, "Then I'll go back first."

"snort!"

Huang Baihan vaguely seemed to hear Xu Yue snort, but he might have heard it wrongly.

In fact, Huang Baihan doesn't want to see anyone now, but he has to say hello: "Minister Xu."

For those who are heartbroken, the student party is a little better, as they have a lot of time to get over it.

Office workers are likely to go home and cry at night, with dark circles under their eyes the next day, and have to go to the office to deal with work as if nothing happened.

"What are you doing here?"

Xu Yue was wearing a short skirt and stood in front of Huang Baihan with her legs straight.

"I'm... taking a seat."

Huang Baihan didn't know how to explain it.

"It's raining heavily and I'm sitting on the corridor of the teaching building. Don't tell me I'm just enjoying the shade."

Xu Yue bent down and picked up the remaining half can of beer from Huang Baihan's feet.

After swaying it in his hand for a few moments, he looked at Huang Baihan under the dim light in the corridor and asked, "Did something happen at home?"

Huang Baihan shook his head.

"oh."

Xu Yue understood instantly: "Is that a broken love?"

Huang Baihan said nothing, silently rubbing the cigarette case in his hand.

Seeing Huang Baihan's reaction, Xu Yue understood that the junior student in front of him was probably lovelorn.

Her eyes lingered on Huang Baihan for a moment, then regardless of the dirty and slippery floor of the stairs, she sat down with her skirt under Huang Baihan's gaze.

"Minister Xu..."

Huang Baihan looked surprised.

"Just go back and wash yourself. I just finished my work at the ministry."

Xu Yue's voice was soft: "I happened to see you, who is lovelorn, so I guess it's fate."

Huang Baihan was a little embarrassed. He had not had much contact with Xu Yue before, but now that he met her in this state, he suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Actually, my roommate has experienced falling out of love."

Xu Yue's eyes flashed, and she said to herself: "You are relatively strong. I remember that my roommate cried under the quilt for three days. He couldn't eat any food and didn't want to take a sip of water. Now think about it.

They’re all pretty stupid.”

"Quite silly?"

Huang Baihan didn't understand.
To be continued...