Does it hurt?

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Xue Xie!! Come on!! Xue Xie!! Charge!! Charge!! Pass!! Yes, yes, yes!! That’s it!! Score!!

I jumped with joy!!

The humans around me can’t see me, so I can be as happy as I want, yeah!!

How great would it be if...if I could also go to them and throw you up together?

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Did your mother scold you today? Who told you to always make trouble?

Humph! Seeing how miserable you are, I’ll help you. There is a tree hole next to you, what can I say?

It's just a tree hole...I don't feel any pain!!

…

You have... rarely, rarely come again.

High school now.

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"Xu Jiayi, I like you!!"

You... what did you say in the tree hole? Who... who is Xu Jiayi?

I...I don't want to hear it this time.

Don't tell me, okay...

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I know you have a girl you like, but you follow her quietly all day long. Do you think I don’t know? I get angry when I see you!

Don't go this way!

I don’t want to see you!!

If you like her so much, go after her! Bastard, bastard! Big bastard!!

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"The wishing tree, I heard that making wishes here comes true! Then before I leave, I might make a wish! I hope I can get into a good university in the future!"

You...what are you wishing for here?

It’s your first time here, and you still want me to help you after hearing what others said? Are you kidding me!!! You, you ugly woman!!

You... what will Xue Xi do if you leave? He hasn't confessed to you yet!

Don't leave, okay? Xue Nao will be sad, please.

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Little fool, why are you still taking this road? People are leaving soon, do you know?

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"She left, went abroad, and left just like that."

I know, you don’t have to say it to my tree hole, I know it too...little fool.

"It hurts so much, I really want to cry... I really want to cry."

You are crying, okay?

Xue Xi, please don’t cry, please...please don’t cry, please, please...

I, no matter what you want me to do, I'll do it. Please, don't let me see your sad face.

Really, please...

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"Please, can you help me once?"

I couldn't bear the painful look in Xue Xi's eyes. In the past few days, I quietly watched him outside his house and hid in the house alone.

So I made a decision. I found the monster named Long and asked him to help me once.

But she didn't seem very happy, so I kept begging her, begging her, and annoying her!

"Just this once, never again!"

But she finally told me very seriously: "People have their own boundaries, monsters and elves also have their own boundaries. If you cross the boundary, you will be the one who suffers in the end."

"No, I won't regret it!"

I asked her to help me seal Xue Si's memory of Xu Jiayi's overseas trip so that he would not be able to remember it.

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Today, I put on a very beautiful dress and showed my appearance in front of humans for the first time... No, I just looked like another human being.

This human being is called Xu Jiayi.

I leaned on myself and waited for a long time, a long time...I was so nervous.

I saw him!

I was still very nervous, fearing that he would see something, but I still had to bite the bullet and said, "Xue Su, can you treat me to a piece of cake?"

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Everyone in the class thought I was Xu Xin, but when Xue Si saw me, she thought I was Xu Jiayi.

I know that Mr. Long is a sharp-tongued person. He said it was just a once-in-a-lifetime decision, but he still helped me get here... Thank you.

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I began to go to school with Xue Nao, take tutoring classes together, and get out of school together.

This little bastard, it’s been so long and he still doesn’t dare to hold my hand! Be brave! Do you still want me to take the initiative!!

I...I still took the initiative.

Oops!! I really want to die...I actually took the initiative!!

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Every day we walked hand in hand, every small stall we ate at, watched the sunset together, and quietly ran to play games together.

together together.

Then you threw a second ultimatum on me, saying that you would always be with Xu Jiayi.

Xu Jiayi...not me.

I also want to be with you forever.

forever and ever.

But... you don't know, I'm not her.

So painful. So painful. So painful...

I really, really regret it. This feeling...this feeling, I don’t want it, I don’t want it!! I really don’t want it!!

but.

As long as you are happy...

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Suddenly one day, just after Xue Xi left, I collapsed.

I've never been like this... I tried my best to crawl my body. It felt so hard, and I felt like I was going to explode.

I didn't even have time to say anything before I passed out.

After waking up, I saw Mr. Long frowning and looking at me with a sigh, "I really shouldn't agree to you. Xu Xin, do you know? You should end it, return to your body, and practice well. .Do you know that for you, human love is equivalent to a calamity, and it is the most difficult calamity to solve... If you continue, as a tree spirit, you will not transform one day... It's just you You have to cut off the emotional tribulation before you can reach the next stage of practice."

"I do not want!"

"Whether you are willing or not, I will not let the mistakes I have made continue...I will correct the human memory and erase all traces of you in the human world!"

"Lord Long, do you want to see me disintegrate on my own right here?"

"Are you blackmailing me?"

I knew she was angry, and the overwhelming force made me almost unable to breathe.

I cried and said: "I really can."

She kicked me out without saying a word to me... I could see that she was very disappointed in me. But I knew that she was ignoring me.

And what I’m thinking about now is, it’s Xue Si’s birthday soon, what should I give him?

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To be continued...