Chapter 40: Night Suppression
"Aniyo," Lee Ji-eun sighed, and when he talked about the incident a few days ago, he was not as excited as before: "You don't need to explain what happened in the stairwell that day."
"ah?"
"You got so angry a few days ago and didn't tell us the reason. You guy like it, everything is buried in your heart. I don't know, you don't want to say it if your friend Quanyi Oppa is. But I guess it's because the other party is very big, you are afraid of involving us."
"Just you know."
"Listen to me first." Li Zhien's thoughts were not interrupted by the other party's words: "I know that the inner world of adults is always so unrevealed. The emotions that can be relaxed with a few glasses of wine will never tell others. The emotions that can be hidden in the heart will not take the initiative to express them. Things that can be turned a blind eye and pretend that nothing has happened. I know that when a person is old, he will be very tired if he is accidentally, because he has to carry everything himself. Once he becomes an adult, he will have more worries, because he cannot just think about everything. In the adult world, there is more helplessness, and more that he can only work hard and no way out.
Many people think that they have grown up, so they have to carry things themselves. Before going to bed, they always feel that life will still be in front of anyone after waking up. Even if they are tired, they will be repeated day after day. However, I still want to say,
If you are too depressed, relax yourself.”
......
If you are too depressed, relax.
Lin Zhexun muttered silently and laughed silently.
Lee Ji-en's changes have become a bit too big and become a bit humane.
His heart suddenly felt a little complicated, apologized, anxious, a little irrational regret for the past, and a little relieved to her.
This very complicated mentality made him not know how to answer, so he could only deal with the simplest answer:
"I don't actually feel depressed."
"Ani, I know you are very depressed. If you don't feel depressed, you will not answer my phone call or send me messages on your own initiative." Li Zhien continued: "That day you told me that you should try not to contact me if you are fine, but now you took the initiative to find me. You want to find someone to chat, right? Or you want to hear my ignorant behavior scold me and sigh at your discomfort. After all, I am not mature at all in your eyes, and I am the same as a child in your eyes."
Lin Zhe asked without comment, because his throat hurt a little, so he didn't speak.
"Since you didn't answer, it means I guessed it." Li Zhien had already had an answer in his heart, and just repeated in a hoarse voice: "Do you know how I guessed it?"
How did you guess it?
Lin Zhexun suddenly thought of a scene that looked familiar but was subconsciously ignored by him: a short girl punched and kicked a man in black who was far taller than him.
It was a few days ago, when he and Li Zhien met in the mall. Because Li Zhien said that her agent's chief looked through her phone, and to be on the safe side, he watched whether someone was following her nearby. As he expected, a man in black followed Li Zhien with clumsy tracking skills. But later he found out that the person was her younger brother. At that time, he was chatting with Li Quan, completely ignoring Li Zhien's actions when treating his younger brother. The anger in his eyes was a bit too much. Although he didn't hear any sound, that action and expression...
Thinking of this, he spoke a little bitterly: "Because you are such a person, to your younger brother."
After Lin Zhexun's reminder, Li Zhien couldn't help laughing, remembering Li Zhongxun, who was being controlled by him, and couldn't help but argue: "Oh! You really have, you have discovered all the rare shortcomings. Is he not eligible? But to be honest, I only discovered it after touching our Zhongxun that day. I have been beating and scolding him a few years ago. So, this guy didn't want to pay attention to me and see me for the past two years. Actually, I am not a qualified sister. I have regarded him as a subconscious punching bag since I was a child."
The smile on Li Zhien's face became more and more dim: "But I have no malice at all, but I was unintentionally because he was too ignorant and didn't know many things that he couldn't know at all."
Lin Zhexu swallowed a mouthful of saliva and delayed the pain in his throat, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I am really too scumbag like this. You have nothing to do with me, and you are not my sister."
Not a sister...
The other person's words were repeated in his heart, and finally turned into a bitter smile. Li Zhien gently opened his cherry lips: "Will you be your sister? I want an older brother, too."
"No, it's so weird."
"Yes, you don't have to be a sister. Because we are couples, we are couples who are seriously dragging each other down, even ourselves."
“We have a consensus on this.”
"Actually, we have always had a consensus, you just don't want to say it."
"You seem to know a lot of things, or you know a lot more than I thought."
"It's you who just treat me as a child, you are all like this." Zhien sighed, "Have I told you? I have lived in my relative's house since I was a child, and I can understand their sarcasm to me. The relative in my family sometimes knocked me hard on the head. What sadd me the most was that I told my mother that she didn't believe it. I could only touch my head and comfort myself. In fact, Li Zhien was not so bad or so annoying.
I didn't know why my mother didn't believe her daughter, and she never called her miserable daughter how she could lie to her for no reason. Now I just understand Huhu Lake. It turned out that she pretended not to know anything to let me live with my relatives safely. If I live with my mother and father, I would have to endure the harassment of usury coming to collect debts late at night every day. Many things are like this. Even though I know that many things are real, I still have to deceive me who doesn't understand anything."
This guy is really, every sentence is heartbreaking.
Lin Zhexun felt that it seemed to be getting more and more unbearable when he felt from his throat. He sighed, not knowing whether the air in the room was really dry or his heart was stuffy, which made him breathless after all.
In fact, he ignored it. Sometimes, when his emotions are suppressed, his throat will hurt slightly.
There was only an unstable breathing sound in the phone receiver. It was strange that the atmosphere of the two rooms was restored by just the extremely fast fiber connecting the seabed.
These pheromones that could not be perceived from a distance,
Silence is not without topics, but silence contains more things. Just like two identical creatures, they are close to each other but do not roar or greet each other, but only communicate their own unique pheromones. The optical fibers connected to both ends of the seabed are then opened by the pheromones and then go to the other end along the pipeline.
This kind of bitterness and sourness in his heart, which was extremely depressing, but he found that he could resonate with the other party, which really made him feel uncomfortable.
If you continue, the whole night became the two losers licking each other's wounds.
Chapter completed!