Chapter fifty-ninth, a year-long dialogue four
The atmosphere in the living room suddenly changed. The feeling that was a little cheerful just now suddenly became hypocritical. Lin Zhexun blinked. He felt that if this continued, the last night of his 11th year would become Li Zhien's personal mood.
Release conference.
He, Lin Zhexun, is a relatively traditional Chinese. He doesn't attach much importance to New Year's Day. But after all, New Year's Day is also a day with certain commemorative significance. It is the beginning of the year in the solar calendar.
Being so pretentious and sentimental on the first day of the new year always makes me feel that I will be very sad in the coming year. So I can't really ignore her and let her cry and look dejected.
Imagine a woman moaning in a large, empty house at night. This makes people feel uneasy at all. It is simply disturbing.
Lin Zhexun regretted it a little, and said something sarcastic about Li Zhien out of nowhere. He simply forgot that he is a public figure and a star after all. So when you fall in love, some people will be disillusioned and a little sad.
What's more, a popular and well-known star will definitely be envied, jealous, and hated by other people. Even if you have no grudges, you will want to pull this person down and then take his place.
Looking at Li Zhien with his head lowered, he suddenly understood why Li Zhien suddenly came to see him for no reason.
"You're here for comfort, right?" Lin Zhexun's voice was very soft, but it dug Li Zhien out of his own world.
He slowly raised his head and looked at Lin Zhexun with red eyes. Although his eyes were red again, it was obvious that there was a trace of surprise in his eyes.
Lin Zhexun felt that he had guessed correctly and sighed. His eyes left Li Zhien and turned to the dark night outside the window.
Naturally, the night in Jiangnan District cannot be starry. The lights outside are like daylight, and even the bright moon in the sky is almost covered by the exaggerated lights. But in fact, the moonlight is still competing with the lights on the ground, doing its best to reflect
With the sun's rays.
But the night is the night after all, and the silence it brings still makes people involuntarily intoxicated.
"People are like this. When their lives are unsatisfactory, they feel that the world is nonsense, or society has hurt them all over, they will subconsciously want to resist. But how many people can easily overcome the environment?" Lin Zhe
Xun spoke slowly, but as soon as he spoke, he was as pretentious as Li Zhien.
"How many people are determined to resist, but the consequences of resisting life are still unsatisfactory! After resisting the world, they still feel that it is nonsense!! The consequences of resisting society will even stretch the wounds wider!!"
"So some people are disappointed and subconsciously want to escape. To escape from life, the world and society. Slowly retreat into a corner and think about what they should do next. After thinking about it, some people are willing to rush again.
Go up and fight to gain spoils. Most people finally choose to appoint themselves, choosing to compromise with life, the world, and society. But is such a compromise really useful?"
"It's still useless. It's just accepting it, adapting, and licking the wounds. It's adapting to the pressure it brings and enduring the feeling of powerlessness. In the end, I slowly became numb after accepting it."
Lin Zhexun withdrew his gaze from the dim glowing moon outside the window and looked at Li Zhien, who was holding his calves with both hands and resting his head on his knees.
His eyes were still red, but his mood seemed to have calmed down, and he listened peacefully to Lin Zhexun's lament about life.
Sighing, Lin Zhexun put his hands back, leaning on the cushions of the sofa to support his body: "But those are choices made by ordinary people, but you can't. Your advancement or retreat cannot be decided by yourself.
.Because others gave you a beautiful but impractical sword, beautiful but fragile armor, and a handsome but not strong horse, they let you challenge the dragon alone.
But you can't easily resist the dragon by yourself. Even if you are hesitant in your heart, you can only wear flashy equipment and fight against the dragon called the environment.
After fighting for a while, you find that your sword is no longer sharp, your armor has cracked, and the horse under your crotch is so weak that you are panting. You want to retreat a little, to recuperate, to choose to compromise or continue to fight, but you can't retreat.
Half step.
Because you find someone behind you pushing you, directing you to move forward, using a riding crop soaked in water to hit your horse hard, forcing you to continue charging towards the dragon."
"You are tired, confused, and in pain. But the people pushing you, the people commanding you from behind, and the people holding riding whips will not listen to your ideas. They just want you to fight the dragon again and get more
More and more loot. At this time, someone brought you a helper. He said that this helper can bring you a lot, and even let this helper take you to the opportunity to directly negotiate peace with the dragon.
But you don't want to make peace, you still want to fight, and you even want to cut off the relationship with your helper.
Because in your fantasy, this helper has the sharpest sword, the strongest armor, the best horse, and is even a noble named by the king. But you always feel that nothing belongs to you, and everything is a reward from others."
Speaking of this, a picture suddenly appeared in Lin Zhexun's mind. He suddenly thought of Wu Xiangyu that day, standing in front of him aggressively, like a giant bear. If he failed and could not meet the other party's requirements and conditions,
The opponent can directly slap you to death with one claw.
"But the equipment in the hands of that helper is not as good as you think. Although the sword in his hand is a famous brand, it is not very sharp. Although the armor looks thick, it is also torn. Although the war horse has a good pedigree, it is of average quality."
At this time, the crowd watching from a distance began to ridicule when they saw the two knights standing together. They thought you were ridiculous and said, Li Zhien, why are you such a weak knight? You actually need another powerful noble knight with such luxurious equipment to carry you.
Are you, or are you simply relying on that knight's help and trying to make peace with the dragon through that knight?
Listening to your opponent's taunts, you felt even more uncomfortable than before. Because this knight didn't find it by yourself, but appeared suddenly. But you still subconsciously walked towards the helper, wanting to find some comfort and help. Asked if it was possible to defeat the demon.
Dragon, he also asked if he needed to make peace with the dragon, and what were the chances of making peace.
But you find that another knight seems to be swimming around with the dragon with ease, without even looking at you. He even mocks you for why you are so depressed. He says that you are not worthy of him as a partner. You are discouraged and unwilling, but you always feel
What the other party said is true."
Lin Zhexun turned to look at Li Zhien again. He wanted to see her reaction and see if she was angry at his sarcasm again.
But surprisingly, the other party didn't react at all. She still looked at herself with her big eyes with a hint of hope, obviously wanting to hear some comfort and encouragement that she wanted to hear.
"But, now, that knight has to tell you solemnly that he can't help you. He's not sure of defeating the dragon either." Lin Zhexun shook his head and spoke his mind.
Chapter completed!