Chapter seventy-four, the Lord's mind four
Although Crystal didn't know that Jessica had already released some emotions in the stairwell of SBS that day, she guessed that she was almost alone. She was indeed carrying it alone.
She turned to look at the decoration nearby, but was caught by a photo on the table by the door. A little disbelieving, she turned to the living room and searched around. Only to find that there were also photos of the two of them on the corner cabinets in the living room.
.Looking towards the kitchen again, there are also several mugshots on the kitchen refrigerator door.
Only then did Crystal understand why Jessica could never come out.
Lin Zhexun’s belongings in the whole family have not been disposed of at all!! Let alone my sister. Looking at such a sister makes me feel heartbroken. She also has a good relationship with her "brother-in-law", and she will subconsciously look at these photos.
I started to remember when this photo was taken.
Seeing things and thinking about people. The group photo at the entrance and the mugshot on the refrigerator all have him. Not surprisingly, there are more photos in the bedroom.
Even many things may have been bought by Lin Zhexun!!! My sister is so lucky to be able to come out of the emotional shadow! I can't stay in this house any longer. I won't be able to get out if I stay here for the rest of my life. I really have to move!
!
"Didn't you always like cool colors in the past? Did you choose all the new furniture yourself?" Crystal withdrew her gaze and pretended to think carefully, then slowly sat down next to her sister.
Seeing that her sister seemed to be completely carried away by her, Jessica subconsciously felt a little lucky. But she still answered: "Basically, they are all given when I buy a house, and some of them are what I looked at myself. Just some furniture.
The color is not..."
Doesn’t the color mean that it was Lin Zhexun who made the choice? That guy... eh... it seems like he can’t go to his new home. Who knows what memories the two of them buried together. Since
The new home is not stable either, so try to take a trip back home.
What is the choice between adulthood and adulthood? What is the independence of American teenagers? Is it important to have the physical and mental health of my own sister?
Crystal tried to change her thoughts and goals, and continued to guide her sister's thinking: "Not long after you debuted, you held a magazine and told your mom over there. Do you like cold colors that tend to be dark? The rest.
The furniture was also decided in the same way.”
"During that time?"
Looking into her sister's eyes, Crystal stimulated her dull-eyed sister every word like a devil's mantra, "Yes, it was in 2008. It was the time when you were most stressed. At that time, you had insomnia every day, and sometimes
Very lethargic.”
"Black Sea?" Sika was stunned, and suddenly said this seemingly distant word in her mouth, which contained a word that was very important to her. She frowned slightly, as if she was subconsciously avoiding something. "You
Why are you asking this?"
"Did you go through that time alone? The person you were thinking of was not around, and there were only teammates with whom you debuted. Although you usually have some grievances with some teammates, you are still thinking about other places in your heart.
Right?" Her voice was very soft, but it knocked on someone's heart again and again.
She could see her sister's pupils suddenly shrinking, and her originally calm breathing became much softer.
"Have you had insomnia again recently? Have you ever thought back to that time? That time when you were desperate and lost, but felt like no one could hold you back?"
that period of time.......
Following her sister's voice, Sika couldn't help but recall the years a few years ago.
It was very dark at the time, and I couldn't distinguish anything at all. I could feel that there was something around me, but I couldn't see anything.
She was very confused and had the idea of quitting. She wanted to study fashion design and become a designer. She thought about escaping from the dormitory and going home. She thought about calling Lin Zhexun and asking him to comfort her. But at that time, Lin Zhe
Xun is serving in the military somewhere I don't know, and sometimes I have some contact with him. But I have absolutely no way to contact him on my own initiative, and there is even a limit on the call time between two people.
The sister in front of him was preparing to debut at the time, and her parents didn't understand anything. She stayed in the dormitory every day and was distracted. But the group of younger sisters in front of him were all listless. As the oldest in the dormitory
The members and the captain are not in the dormitory every day and need to be busy outside. So everything is forcing myself to move forward.
I was really tired at that time...I feel as tired as I am now...
Sika silently curled up and hugged her legs. She felt a little cold from inside. Instead of feeling numb and slow to react before.
Seeing that he seemed to have broken through his sister's inner protection, Crystal took a step further, grabbed the other person's hand, and continued to persuade softly. "Onie, we really should move. This house is too depressing for the two of us to live in.
.How about we move to where you lived?”
"You stay here every day. It was always easy to be unhappy when you lived alone before. I was not at home sometimes. Why don't we just go home together? Go back to my parents' house. They are all worried about you."
"I'm not going back." The voice that answered was simple. Although the owner of the voice felt very uncomfortable at the moment and his mind was in a mess, he still subconsciously felt disgusted with going home.
Seeing that Duan Duan's induction suddenly failed, Crystal, who had lost control of her sister's mind, felt a little anxious. She grabbed the other person's arm and said coquettishly:
"Onie~ My parents are very worried about you, especially..."
"If I don't go back, they don't understand me." Although Sika's eyes were still dull, her tone was firm, "As soon as I go back, they will use their self-righteous views to nag me."
It’s true that Jung Soo-yeon’s father, Lawyer Zheng, really doesn’t understand his daughter very well. He used to say that he was very angry when his eldest daughter didn’t make her debut as Tianzhang Jixi. He also explained that SM promised that his eldest daughter would definitely be able to make her debut in the future.
Since they debuted, SM has lied about what they said.
He doesn't understand his living situation and working environment at all, and going back now will only increase his worries.
Crystal was anxious. His current function combination was also a critical period of growth, and it was also the period when the company finally succeeded them. The past two days were fine, but after a while, he would start his death journey and officially take over Girls' Generation in January 2012.
There is a blank market that has not returned for a whole year. This is their sprint stage. This is not something that a minor idol like me can decide.
To put it bluntly, I may not have time to take care of my sister at all.
But he still looked concerned about Sika and continued to use roundabout tactics: "Then let's go to our new home?"
"Yeah," Sika nodded obediently, but her smile was a little stiff and a little at a loss. At this time, she was more like a sister, and Crystal was like a sister.
Talking about the new home, something seemed to be turned on, and there was a little light in his eyes. He picked up a thick furniture album from the coffee table next to the living room and handed it to his sister: "You pick the furniture style of your room. Otherwise, the room
Not suitable for you."
"No, I'm free to do it." Looking at the colorful and messy beds and furniture in front of her, Crystal had no thoughts at all. She had always been resistant to the unknown new home. After all, Lin Zhexun lived nearby, and he must have seen it too.
House. Who knows if the two of them have pledged each other in their new home. Later, my sister will think of some bad things, and she doesn’t know how to persuade her.
"Let's make a choice."
"What else can I do in the bedroom?" He picked it up and flipped it around, and casually saw a few worth millions or even tens of millions. "These are so expensive, just keep them as they are."
"That's the nursery itself. Do you like the nursery?"
Crystal wanted to shirk her sister's words but was instantly blocked. It even felt like she had eaten a mouthful of spoiled and stinky dog food.
My sister is only 24 years old today, and she is already thinking about a baby room?? Is she planning to get married and have children next year? Which female celebrity will consider a baby room in advance when buying a house???? In 2013, Girls' Generation's Jessica announced that she was planning to get pregnant??
???
Lin Zhexun, come out here!!!! Explain to me what is going on in this house!!!! Are you two planning to get married and have children????
Chapter completed!