"Actually, after so many cold wars, I should have realized it. It's not that our relationship has changed, it's actually us that have changed. She has changed a lot, and I have changed a lot too. If it's just because of feelings, then everything has a chance.

But everything is due to three perspectives. So there is no point in tinkering with it again."

"We can't go back to the past. The time has passed."

"I still can't understand it."

"It's so normal that you can't understand. You are not even an adult now. And when we were together, you were even a junior high school student." Lin Zhe sighed and took a sip of the ice coffee on the table. It was a bitter moment.

It filled his mouth. He continued to try to persuade the person in front of him to act as his messenger.

Convincing Crystal is actually half of convincing Jessica herself.

Lin Zhexun thought for a while and gave the best example: "Before she debuted, she was a high school girl with a dream of becoming a star. And I was just a student at the Judicial Training Institute who was preparing for the judicial examination and wanted to realize my dream of being a prosecutor.

.The two of us don’t have many topics in common, but our ambitions and knowledge are similar, and we have our own clear goals in life.”

Lin Zhexun picked up a pack of creamer and tore it open carefully. He still couldn't stand the pure bitterness of black coffee. "But after she debuted and I went to serve in the military, everything changed."

"I am so out of touch with the world. The two-year military service was closed to the outside world, so I had no idea what was going on. In the army where I served, there was nothing but training every day. Sometimes I would go abroad.

But there is very little communication with real life.”

Recalling the days during the military service when life was worse than death, Lin Zhexun smiled bitterly and shook his head. This kind of thing seems quite scary from the memories.

"Before joining the army, I only knew her as a young star who had just debuted. But two years later, she became a celebrity whose group was known to the whole country.

And in 2008, there was a period when she sent me more than 400 text messages a day. But I was like a tree hole with no response and suffered from her words every day. Every week when I was free, I

I would call and chat for more than an hour, but I still couldn't understand what she was really thinking. Then I would continue my military service life. I had no idea what the 'Black Sea' and boycott she meant were."

At this point, he sighed and continued, "After leaving the army, I learned a little bit about what happened to her in 2008. But after all, it has passed, and it is impossible to comfort her again."

Hearing this, Zheng Xiujing felt a little emotional in her heart.

If, if they could comfort each other, would my sister not feel uncomfortable when they were in the Black Sea? Lin Zhexun would not be sitting across from him now, and would need to relay these things to his sister by himself.

Lin Zhexun simply narrated his memory as one of the protagonists, minding his own business: "However, after leaving the army, I found that the topics we could talk about and the time we spent together did not increase, but became less and less.

Less. The distance between the two of us has become more and more serious. Sometimes the two of us can sit there in awkward silence for half an hour, and finally we can't help but say, "What do you want to eat?"

"So I can understand some of her reasons for buying a house. Living together officially will bring us closer to each other. Let's see if we can make up for the topic gap and distance between the two of us. But this is not the crux of the problem. This is not our living environment.

The problem is that the gap between our three views is too big. I can't understand her changes in the entertainment industry and the things she comes into contact with every day. I still can't slowly understand her.

Just like every night, she can go to parties with her sisters in the same group and practice singing together in the karaoke room. Sometimes she can also participate.

But I prefer to sit alone in the room and read a book. I even go to a place without any light alone to numb my five senses and calm myself down. I can’t integrate into her society.”

Lin Zhexun felt very serious when he said it, which made Zheng Xiujing look at the other person a little strangely. After studying the other person's appearance and expression for a long time, he asked the biggest doubt in his heart: "Is there something serious in your heart?"

?”

Is this girl swearing? Why is her speech so unpleasant?

Almost choked to death by the other person's words, Lin Zhexun really wanted to pour the coffee in front of him on the other person's face. But fortunately, the sudden sound of text messages from his cell phone stopped him.

He took a few breaths after holding back a mouthful of old blood, picked up the phone, and looked at it silently. He frowned slightly.

After taking a big sip of the "latte" I made myself, I silently swallowed my own blood. I tapped my phone a few times and replied casually.

Then he covered his phone on the table and continued to explain.

"I'm not sick. It's just that the life I lived in the military camp was a bit stressful when I retired, and I might not be able to integrate into society for the time being. A psychiatrist tested me when I retired, and there were no problems."

After being without contact with the outside world for a long time and suddenly returning to society, having such a sense of deviation will indeed cause serious discomfort. Especially in a place like South Korea, where military service is like being in prison.

Because the pressure in the military camp he is in is too great. Everyone will have some stress reaction. Some people will become talkative, some will become taciturn, some will have split personalities, and some will die as a result.

In short, everyone has become quite extreme.

"In that military camp, there were a lot of extreme training every day, and some things you can't even imagine. Even if I retire now, there are many things that will make me feel lumpy. So for the time being, I can't understand her current life of luxury and luxury.

"

"Now, the gap between the two of us is so big that we can no longer influence each other. So we might as well find a way to forget about it. This is the best chance." Lin Zhexun solemnly looked at his former sister-in-law in front of him.

, promised seriously. "Crystal, pull your sister out on your own. I can't appear in front of her."

Zheng Xiujing thought about everything she heard, simulating her own view of love in her mind.

However, her views on love are shaped by Korean dramas. Most of the Korean dramas she watches are idol dramas in which the male and female protagonists come together from strangers and get along sweetly for a few months. There are very few idol dramas in which they live together for several years.

So she is a little confused, but she seems to understand it a little bit. She is not the one-line thinking keyboard warrior on the Internet. She can understand a lot of things, but she just doesn't have enough knowledge.

The grievance and reluctance I felt about my sister's experience disappeared a little, but there was still a trace of regret in my heart.
Chapter completed!