Just as I called out her name, she suddenly seemed to have been stabbed by a needle and immediately took several steps back, but I didn't care about anything at all and reached out to her eagerly: "Miaoyan, you are here!"

Just as I was about to grab her, she hurriedly shrank and avoided my hand.

My hands were froze in the air, looking at her in a daze. Seeing her expression of grievance, anger, and even at a loss, she looked at me with tears, but she refused to say a word stubbornly. She just glanced at me again and turned around and wanted to leave.

I panicked and took a step forward: "Miaoyan!"

At this time, Eunuch Yu, who had been waiting by the side, also walked up, as if he was a little embarrassed. He looked at me, looked at Miaoyan who was froze there, and hurriedly said with a smile: "Oh, my princess, what's wrong? Haven't you come to see your mother every day these days? Every time the emperor goes to the imperial study, you force me to bring you here, just to see your mother? Why, now we meet, we are leaving?"

Come here every day these days?

I suddenly remembered the black shadow I saw in front of the window yesterday, and Su Su next to me suddenly realized: "So it's really Miss Miaoyan!"

As soon as I knew this, my heart suddenly melted, but I became even more at a loss. Looking at her small, stubborn back standing there, I walked over slowly and said softly: "Miaoyan, what's wrong? Why are you angry with your mother?"

She was stiff and refused to move.

"Do you hate mother?"

“…”

"Don't want to see my mother again?"

“…”

I stretched out my trembling hand and wanted to grab her hand, but the moment I touched her, she was thrown away by her forcefully. Her fists were clenched, and her shoulders were twitching, but she stubbornly refused to turn around and refused to say something to me.

Su Su next to her was also anxious: "Miss Miaoyan, how could you treat your mother like this? You know that your mother is worried about you these days, and she doesn't eat or sleep. She just hopes you are fine, but you--"

I raised my hand and stopped her from continuing.

The Yu Eunuch next to him was also a little angry. He walked over slowly, looked at the stubborn Miyan, and said seriously: "Your Highness, all the parents in the world. Do you know how much grievance your mother has suffered for you? Now, do you have to treat your mother like this?"

When he said these words, I saw that little body trembling constantly, as if something was about to burst out in her body. When Eunuch Yu finished saying those words, she suddenly turned around and I saw that she was already in tears and looked at me angrily: "It's you that's not good! You lied to others first!"

“…”

"I don't like you! I hate you!"

“…”

"I never want to see you again!"

These few words, like a few invisible punches, hit my chest hard. I felt my eyes turn black. For a moment, the sky was spinning and I couldn't see anything clearly. Su Su next to me hurriedly held me and screamed in fear: "Miss!"

Eunuch Yu was also frightened, worried that I would faint, and worried about Miaoyan. He stamped his feet in a hurry: "Your Highness, Princess!"

“…”

I couldn't feel anything, I just felt a burst of thunder rolling through my mind, smashing my entire world into powder.

Wonderful words...

Wonderful words...

My daughter, I thought about it day and night, and I wanted to find her and give her a happy life, and live with her peaceful and happy daughter. I didn't expect that the most ruthless knife in this life was her piercing into my chest.

I don’t know how long it took, but I slowly lowered my head, with no tears in my eyes, but it was so dry that it hurt a little, and I couldn’t even blink my eyes. I looked at her, looked at the angry expression on the stubborn little face, but the moment I met my gaze, I felt a little helpless.

I was silent for a long time. Looking at her, she became less and less afraid to look at my eyes, and even shivered and avoided me.

I spoke in my voice hoarseness: "You don't like my mother anymore, you hate me anymore, do you?"

“…”

"Never see my mother again, right?"

“…”

She heard me repeating her words calmly, but for some reason, she became even more helpless. The light in her eyes kept flashing, as if it was about to rush out of her eyes. She looked around in panic, but no one helped her and gave her an answer at this time. She finally couldn't choose and looked up at me.

I said, "Okay, then don't see my mother."

After saying that, I stood up from Susu's arms with great difficulty, and did not look at her or anyone else. I walked over quietly by their side and walked back to Yihua Palace.

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The night is so quiet that it seems that it will die at any time.

I used some strength from somewhere to support myself and walked back. Madam Wu happened to be standing at the door. When she saw my pale face, she was so scared that she hurried over to support me and asked what was going on. Su Su behind her seemed to have finally reacted and ran in in a hurry and looked at me: "Miss."

I said lightly: "I don't want to hear anything, don't talk, help me over."

The two of them had never seen me like this before, and they really didn't dare to speak easily. They hurriedly helped me walk to the window and sat down. I asked Su Su to bring me another candlestick, and then leaned against the table by himself, breathing slightly.

The pain of the torn chest reminds me that everything just now was true.

My daughter said those words to me.

And I said that to her.

I can't think about it. Every time I think about it, those words are like a sharp knife slashing my chest; but I have no choice but to think about it. Those words are like ghosts without a master, echoing in my mind over and over again. I endured such severe pain, being slashed by one, and Lingchi.

In the end, I couldn't bear it, so I could only grab the edge of the table hard, pierced my nails into the table, and let myself continue to breathe.

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I still have too many things to do and too many doubts to reveal. Even though I survived for my daughter, now I can't do nothing for her.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, barely supported myself, took out the letter from my sleeves, and slowly unfolded it.

When I wrote these lines of words on the paper inside, I was stunned to see that it was Yan Qingchen's handwriting, but whenever I tried to see clearly what was written on it, I couldn't see clearly.

Tears did not shed, but refused to retreat.

Everything I saw through the tears was distorted and vague. I was suppressed by this feeling so much that I could yell and scold, and release all my grievances and anger.

But I don't.

If there are some things in a person's life that are brought from his previous life, then maybe - this is, I will not laugh, scold, and cannot be unruly. There is no temperature in my blood that makes me boil, nor does it mean that I can do anything.

I must be calm, and even more so when no one can calm down.

But, I couldn't avoid pain.

Just when I was so painful that I felt difficult to breathe, a very light and light sound of footsteps came from outside.

I slowly raised my head and saw a small, thin figure slowly walking in on the small path outside the window, slowly walking to the center of the yard, standing there blankly, looking at me in the window.

The candlelight flashed, illuminating my pale face, but not her appearance. I could only see her big eyes in the dark light, which was particularly bright, as if something was flowing inside, almost breaking out, but she was tightly controlled by herself.

Just looking at me like that.

I ignored her and just spread the letter in my hand and looked down.

Finally, I can see those words clearly.

The small figure in the yard was still standing and didn't understand, and he looked at me blankly.

Finally I could read it, but I couldn't read any of the words - those clearly familiar and simple words - I faced the letter that made me feel a little numb. My heart was confused and my breathing was also messy. Everything was so messy that finally shattered in a small sob from outside.

"mother……"

This soft and low call stopped all my breathing and heartbeat.

I slowly raised my head and saw her standing in the yard, approaching step by step, and finally the candlelight illuminated her little face, covered with tears, looking at me in a mess.

"mother……"

She called out again.

At this time, the wind was already a little cold, and the cold dew fell. Although she was wearing a beautiful shirt, she stood outside for a while and the cold air gradually penetrated, making her tremble a little. Even when she called me, her voice was trembling slightly.

But I didn't speak, just looked at her calmly.

Her tears flowed even harder, falling from her eyes, sliding down her plump cheeks to her chin, and then dripping on the path.

The night wind made the tears cold so quickly.

Her sob sounded echoing in the yard, and the tears filled my eyes looked at me without blinking: "Mom..."

I slowly put down the letter in my hand and looked at her calmly.

"Are you thinking about what to say to your mother?"

“…”

"If you think about it, come in by yourself and tell me why you do this and why you say those words to your mother."

“…”

"If you don't think about it, you still hate your mother and still have to lose your temper, then you can go back and keep getting angry."

“…”

She stood in the yard, sobbed again, and finally walked slowly in.

I heard the sound of the door being pushed open by her, and saw her walking step by step, walking to the window. The candlelight illuminated the mottled tears on her face, and even illuminated the pain, grievance, and embarrassment in her eyes.

I said, "Then now, what are you going to say to your mother."
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