The door was only ajar, and I fell down due to the heavy slap. I suddenly knocked open the ajar door, and fell awkwardly outside the threshold. My forehead hit the hard bluestone, and a dull pain hit me immediately.

Come.

It hurts...

Not only the pain on my forehead, but also on my body and heart, it seemed like there were thorns in the blood. When it flowed, it hurt all over my body. I was hit so hard that my eyes turned white for a while. I suddenly opened my eyes wide and tried to see him clearly, but there was nothing.

I can’t see it. At this moment, only the pain all over my body is the most real.

There was a fishy taste on the tip of my tongue. It was the slap that cracked the corner of my mouth.

After a long time, the white fog in front of his eyes slowly dissipated. He took a step forward and looked at me condescendingly, with an expression as cold as ice on his face.

"Yue Qingying!"

He stared at me, staring hard, as if he wanted to see through my soul, and said bitingly: "You haven't remembered a word of what I said."

I swallowed hard the salty mouthful in my mouth and looked up at him.

"You didn't even remember a word of it."

You don’t believe me...

"Do you remember what I said?"

You don’t believe me...

Looking at the frost on his face, I want to say that I still remember, I remember every word he said, the ones that made me happy, the ones that made me happy, and the ones that made me miserable, I remember them all, at this time

I have nothing to say, not because I can't say it, but because I feel ridiculous.

I'm not as smart as I think. Smart people can control themselves, but I still can't.

"You don't believe me..."

These four words were finally spoken, but each word was more painful than the last.

He stared at me without saying a word, but with an angry look on his face. However, Nangong Lizhu behind him slowly walked over and looked at me condescendingly, like a fairy standing in the clouds looking down at a cud dog.

I suddenly laughed.

With this smile, the wound on the corner of the lip cracked deeper and hurt deeper, and tears fell one after another. The salty tears mixed with the salty blood and flowed into the mouth.

I didn't want to compete with her, not from the first time, because I knew earlier than anyone else that this man would be drunk, unconscious, but keep chanting her name.

If a man does not forget this woman even when he is drunk, then she is engraved in his heart. I cannot compare with this woman. No matter how injured or difficult it is, she will always be a fairy standing in the clouds, who can look down on me from above.

.

And what can I do to make myself equal to her?

I laughed, laughing louder and louder, shaking my head while laughing, and tears soaked my whole face.

The people outside were waiting at a distance, maybe they became nervous when they saw a few imperial doctors going out in a hurry. As soon as they saw me falling out, they all came over. Eunuch Yu walked cautiously at the front, and when he saw me

I was stunned by the scene in front of me.

After a while, he swallowed and took a trembling step forward: "Your Majesty... Your Majesty...?"

"Take her down!"

"Ah?"

Eunuch Yu was stunned for a moment, and looked down at me who was still smiling on the ground. He didn't say anything, turned around and waved, and the guard next to him immediately stepped forward and dragged me up from the ground.

"Your Majesty..." Eunuch Yu glanced at me again and then asked in a low voice: "Yes, are you sending me back to the South Campus?"

He frowned and said in a deep voice: "Put him in jail!"

"...!"

At this moment, not only Eunuch Yu, but all the maids and eunuchs around him opened their eyes in shock. Even Liu Zhaoyi was startled. She looked at me and then at Nangong Lizhu, who had been standing in the room without saying a word. Her expression slowly changed.

He sank down and didn't say a word.

The guards took the order and carried me out. When passing by those people, Liu Zhaoyi looked at me with a slight frown, and a hint of confusion appeared on his face.

I raised the corners of my lips.

The prison in Yangzhou is more difficult to stay in than the Tianlao.

The dungeon was cold and damp, exuding a disgusting musty smell. The floor of the cell was covered with corn grass, but it was moldy due to the moisture. There were also a few mice crawling around. They were cautious for the first day or two, but later I saw

I leaned against the corner numbly and didn't move. I became bolder, and one of them actually came over and nibbled on the corner of my skirt.

I looked down at it and smiled.

It turns out that I have lived half my life and am worse than a mouse.

Rats also know how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. They know how to run away from those who will hurt themselves, and those who bully them will not resist. However, I will only let myself get hurt again and again, from body to heart, without reservation.

I watched it nibbling at the corner of my skirt little by little. At this moment, there was a sound of footsteps outside. The mouse widened its dark eyes and immediately scurried towards the corner of the wall and got into the mouse hole.

, cautiously looking outside.

When I came here, I no longer had the concept of time. I could only rely on the sunlight shining down from the high skylight. It should be dusk now. Food was only distributed once a day in the cell, and that was now.

A bowl of rancid rice soup was put in, with a few rotten vegetable leaves soaked in it, exuding a disgusting smell.

The jailer also covered his nose and looked at the bowl that he had put in two days ago. The gruel and vegetable leaves in it had begun to grow mold. He cursed: "Why don't you eat it? Why are you so picky and want me to give it to you?"

Clean it up!"

I raised my eyes, looked at him, and then at the prisoners in the cages next to me. I couldn't wait to rush up to pick up the bowl, grabbed the vegetable leaves inside with my hands, and stuffed it into my mouth. The rice water dropped from the corner of my mouth and stayed in my neck.

Inside, the mud and dirt on the clothes were mixed together, making them even dirtier.

I closed my eyes sadly.

"Damn it, what do you think you are?"

The jailer got angry and kicked me over. The soup bowl was kicked over and the rice soup splashed on my face.

The rancid smell made me shiver, and I wanted to reach out to wipe it, but I had been hungry for two or three days and didn't even have the strength to lift my hands, so I could only close my eyes tighter.

When the jailer saw that I was silent, he cursed and turned away. As soon as he took two steps, he heard him shout loudly: "Who? What are you doing?"

"Eunuch Yu, the chief chamberlain supervisor, is here!"

"Ah? Eunuch Jade!"

I frowned slightly, opened my eyes, and saw the man kneeling down. Just as he was about to say something, a familiar figure had already walked over. As soon as he approached the cell door, he immediately frowned.

"What's going on?"

"Ah?"

The jailer and attendants beside him were at a loss and just looked at him blankly. Eunuch Yu took a step forward and looked at me leaning on the corner, as soft as an empty sack, and said: "How could this happen? What do you think?

What did she do?"

When the jailer heard this, he hurriedly said: "Eunuch Yu, we didn't do anything. She just refused to eat!"

Eunuch Yu was shocked when he heard this, looked at me again, and then waved his hand: "Go down."

"Yes."

The few followers he brought with him also retreated. Eunuch Yu held the fence and looked at me with an unbearable expression on his face. After a while, he said: "Miss Qing, why are you so confused?"

"..."

I struggled to get up, but my whole body was so empty that it didn't feel like my own. I could only barely open my mouth, and my dry throat felt like it was on fire. I said with difficulty: "It's him, does he want to see me?"

That’s why I sent you here.

After so many days, it’s time for him to come and interrogate me.

Eunuch Yu sighed: "No."

"..." I looked at him.

No? He doesn’t want to see me yet? Or - he doesn’t need to see me anymore?

"Miss Shui Xiu has been punished."

My heart suddenly tightened.

I thought before that they would catch Shui Xiu, because she was the only one by my side that day. This is what I have been suffering from in my heart these days. If I had known that Mo Tieyi was popular in February, I would definitely not

I took her there, but now things have happened and are irreversible. But when I heard that she was passively tortured, my dry eyes burned again.

"How is she?"

"This girl can't stand it. She has told everything about that day. She wants our family to tell you that she is sorry for you, but she really can't stand it." Eunuch Yu said and sighed again: "Miss Qing

, we all understand that you don’t want Miss Nangong to come back, but you can’t do anything without telling the emperor!”

"..."

By the way, I remembered that that day, in order to make Shuixiu hide the story of Er Erhong, I told her that it was because I didn’t want Nangong Lizhu to come back. It’s great now. Just this sentence is enough to kill me ten times.

Alright.

Eunuch Yu pointed at me and said: "You - you are so confused!"
To be continued...