As soon as Xiao Nianshen heard what I said, she immediately grabbed the wooden fence with a happy expression and said, "Really? Grandma, will Father let you out?"

Let me out?

Hearing these four words, the corners of my lips curled up imperceptibly, but I did not show my inner sneer in front of this child. I also didn't want him to see it, and I realized that those innocent things that should not exist in him

Things in the world, so he smiled lightly: "Yes, I will ask the emperor to let me out."

He looked excited: "Then, when is it?"

"...Soon."

However, the opportunity that came faster than the opportunity I was waiting for was Nangong Lizhu.

I have become accustomed to the fact that every time she and the emperor come to visit me, she will come alone again. This time her mood is obviously better than ever before. I heard that pregnant women are always moody, but she doesn't seem to be.

.

When I grabbed the food in the bowl outside the wooden fence and stuffed it into my mouth, I heard the sound of footsteps approaching from far away. When I looked up, I saw her walking into the courtyard gate.

When she saw me eating, the sweet smile on her lips deepened.

And I, like a beast in a cage, let out a sharp roar as soon as I saw her, grabbed the wooden fence and stretched out my hands desperately, trying to catch her.

"It seems like you are living a good life."

"Woo-woo--!"

She walked over in slow steps and walked up to the wooden fence. She looked down at me with a beautiful smile on her face, but that beautiful smile revealed an indescribable ferocity.

Especially those eyes with sharp eyes, which are no longer softened by spring water, but have a kind of hatred that goes deep into the bone marrow!

It will make people covered with bruises!

Seeing me looking crazy like a beast, she sneered, the smile on her face slowly faded, and she gritted her teeth and said, "I really want him to see you, and see what you look like now!"

"I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill you!"

When I screamed desperately and wanted to grab her with my hand, she suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist. There were still bruises left by Pei Yuanhao yesterday. I suddenly felt a sharp pain, and my whole body

Everyone shrank, but she grabbed me and held on: "You want to kill me? But I don't want to kill you."

"Ah...let me go, let go!"

"I won't kill you, I will make you stay crazy like this and live without dignity!"

"..."

"What he likes about you, isn't it your tranquility and elegance?" When she said this, her eyes revealed a fierce light, and she stared at me, as if she wanted to poke a hole in me: "Now,

Look at your appearance, are you still at all quiet and elegant? What is the difference between you and an animal like you are now?"

"Ah - it hurts!"

"It hurts?" She heard my cry of pain and raised her eyebrows slightly: "Do you feel pain for me? How much did I pay for him? For him, I left the great capital and traveled all the way to such a harsh grassland. I was killed by a horse.

He was so shaken that all the bones in his body were about to fall apart, but he looked in the direction of the capital every day, drank, and even called your name in his dreams. I abandoned Yuan Hao for him, went south to take risks, and even tried to inflict hardships on myself, but he,

As soon as I heard the news of your death, I stopped even looking at me; for him, I ran around in Shengjing to persuade the Eight Heavenly Kings to send troops, but when he heard that you had arrived in Dongzhou, he actually left 400,000 troops alone.

I went into Dongzhou alone to look for you, and I didn’t even hesitate to make enemies of the people in Shengjing!”

The more she spoke, the more angry she became in her eyes, and her hand grabbed my wrist harder. Finally, she came over and looked into my eyes almost viciously: "Tell me, why do you, why do you let him do this to you!"

"..."

"He knew that I wanted to deal with your daughter, but he actually fought off my men with serious injuries and wanted to save your daughter. Why, why did he have to be so devoted to you? And for everything I paid, he actually didn't even

Without even looking at it!"

My hand was pinched so hard by her that I almost screamed in pain, but as soon as I heard the word "daughter", I seemed to become clear again and trembled slightly: "I, my daughter, my

Daughter, she——"

"Your daughter, yes, you only remember your daughter now," she looked at my crazy look and sneered: "Although your daughter was rescued by him, don't be too happy too soon."<

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"..."

"I heard that the injuries on his body were fatal. Even if you save your child, you may not be able to survive."

"..."

"Maybe he died on the roadside two years ago."

"..."

"And your child...hahahaha, maybe, it has become food for wild beasts on the roadside."

"..."

I didn't seem to hear anything, I just said "daughter" over and over again. These two words had captured all my thoughts. I was shaking almost convulsively. After a long time, I slowly raised my head and looked up.

She: "My daughter...she, where is she? You - give it back to me, give your daughter back to me!"

Seeing that I was going crazy again, she suddenly let go of my hand and took several steps back. She watched me desperately struggling to reach out my hand from the gap in the fence, like a trapped beast trying desperately to break free, but was still unable to do anything.

, she stood up slowly and said numbly: "Whether he is dead or alive, whether your child is dead or alive, it doesn't matter anymore."

"..."

"It doesn't matter whether they live or die, but you have to live like this!"

"..."

"Someone must pay the price for my suffering and humiliation. Yue Qingying, you owe me this!"

After saying this, she slowly turned and walked away amidst my beast-like whimpering and roaring. When she walked out of the small courtyard, the nuns hurriedly greeted her with flattering smiles. She was cold

Said: "Remember the emperor's instructions, don't 'wrong' her. If she dies, it will be difficult for me to explain to the emperor."

"Yes, the slaves have all remembered what I said."

"Just remember." After she said that, she turned around and left. The maids and maids knelt down behind her and said, "Best farewell to the queen."

I waited until the graceful figure was far away, so far away that I could no longer hear the sounds here, and then I slowly calmed down. I was a little out of breath because of the struggle just now. I tried my best to calm my heartbeat, but I couldn't hold on.

Wooden fence’s hand never let go.

However, because I grabbed it too hard, my nails were faintly filled with blood.

I gasped and looked at the fingertips with nails that were almost split. After a while, I put it into my mouth and dug my throat. I immediately vomited out what I had swallowed, and I was so dizzy.

However, no matter how uncomfortable it was, I kept vomiting desperately until I couldn't vomit anything anymore.

At this time, I was so exhausted that I had no strength at all and could only sit paralyzed on the ground. This situation has happened frequently in the past two years. I had very little to eat, and I would even catch mice running around the corner to eat.

I rarely eat the food they bring unless I am really hungry and can’t stand it.

Because I know very clearly that every meal I have is filled with drugs that can cause people to go crazy. It is precisely because of these drugs that I could not control myself and pulled out the knife for self-defense and stabbed Pei Yuan.

Hao, but the woman rushed forward faster than anyone else.

When the blood on her body splashed on my face, and I was slapped to the ground by Pei Yuanhao, I saw her eyes. There was nothing but hatred in them. Maybe it was early.

This has been the case before.

But, I found it too late.

When I finally gained some clarity, I was already imprisoned in the small courtyard of this cold palace, and that woman, because of my madness, successfully returned to the emperor and became the person who could control my life.<

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It would be easy for her to kill me, but she refused to kill me. But it is precisely because of this that I can find out what I want to know from her proud words every time she comes to humiliate me.

Side effects.

But today, everything she said almost made me collapse.

For two years, I have been relying on my longing for Li'er, thinking that one day I can find her back so that I can support myself to survive. But Nangong Lizhu suddenly told me that Pei Yuanxiu had already suffered when he took Li'er away.

He was seriously injured, so is he dead or alive now, and is my daughter still alive in this world?

My heart feels like it is being put on fire.

I don't know how long it took before I regained some strength. I clenched my fists hard - Li'er, you must be fine, and Pei Yuanxiu will be fine too!

I will definitely leave here alive and I must find you!

After knowing that I might be able to come out, Xiao Nianshen was very happy. She would come to see me every two or three days, and every time she would bring me a lot of food. Only then did I discover that this child was not only kind, but also had an innate talent.

Spirituality.

It's just that such spirituality, in such a place, I don't know what it will be like in the future.

On this day, after the nuns left, I heard his footsteps again, but he walked to the wooden fence in a somewhat cheerful rhythm, with a happy smile on his snow-white and pink face: "Grandma

, I’m here again.”

"Your Highness."

I happily walked to the door, knelt down and saw him carefully taking out the handkerchief from his arms, peeling it open layer by layer, and I could see the snacks inside that were squeezed out of shape, and he brought them to me: "

Look, this is candied fruit, this is almond bergamot, this is Heyi cake, and your favorite Baihua cake..."

I looked at him with a smile: "Your Highness seems very happy today. Did something good happen?"

"Hmm."

He smiled so hard that his eyes narrowed, and he nodded at me: "Grandma, do you know, my father praised me today."

"...Really? That's great."

I have always felt that although Pei Yuanhao treats this child not badly, he is not very good. Coupled with Chang Qing's indifference, although little Nian Shen was born in Qiluocong, he is not as warm and beautiful as outsiders think, so

, only a compliment from the emperor made him so happy.

Thinking of this, looking at his happy look, I felt a little sad.

Nian Shen looked at me and said, "Actually, my father's compliments on me are all due to you, grandma."
Chapter completed!