Chapter 612 Beauty is a disaster for the country and a sycophant(1/3)
Queen Mother, what will she do?
I turned around, walked slowly to the Queen Mother and squatted down, looking at her pale face and panic expression from bottom to top.
I have never seen such a Queen Mother. People who recite the Buddha's name rarely feel so helpless, because if they have faith in their hearts, they can rely on their faith to have the ability and wisdom to overcome difficulties, and have tranquility and peace to face setbacks, no matter what they encounter.
No matter what you do, you will always have the last bit of persistence in your heart.
But like this, she seems to have lost her own support, like a rootless and helpless floating duck floating in the vast world.
"The Queen Mother..."
I called her gently, and she looked at me, but her eyes seemed empty and she didn't see me. After a long silence, she said slowly: "You go out first."
"The Queen Mother."
"Aijia, I want to be alone for a while."
"..."
"You go down."
At this time, maybe she really needs to be alone. When people need to make difficult choices, in fact, the choice is not the most painful. The pain is the "giving up" relative to the choice. I looked at the bed again
The man glanced at her, stood up slowly, gave her a silent kiss, turned around and walked out.
As soon as I left the king's tent, I saw a familiar figure standing in front.
Yes, Liu Qinghan.
Judging from his appearance, he seemed to be waiting for me, but he did not look at the king's tent. Instead, he turned his back to me and looked at the valley mouth in the distance, where the clouds in the sky rendered the huge gap like an ink painting, faintly
You can also see some figures walking around, it's Sun Jingfei's people.
I couldn't see the expression on his face at this moment. I just looked at his broad shoulders, which were drooping slightly. It seemed that something heavy was pressing on him, but it was invisible and was about to crush him.
He collapsed, but there was no way for people to see his pain and tiredness.
It was clear that the slap I had just given was so vicious, but now seeing the back like this, I still couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness in my heart.
And he, as if he felt me, slowly turned around.
When I saw his face, which was as calm as a lake without any ripples, but with faint red fingerprints, my heart twitched and started to cramp again.
This time, it’s a little different from before.
I slowly walked up to him, looked at that side of his cheek, and finally couldn't help but reach out and stroke his dark cheek with my trembling fingertips. I don't know if it was because I was shaking so hard or it was just an illusion.
The moment I touched him, the skin under my fingertips trembled.
I gently said: "Does it still hurt?"
He was silent for a long time, and when he spoke, his voice was so low that it was almost inaudible: "What about you?"
"..." I was stunned for a moment.
And when he said these two words, he seemed to be in pain himself, turning his face away and no longer looking at me. I only felt the tip of my nose was sore, and my eyes were a little blurry, so I could only stare with my eyes wide open.
He choked and said: "Qinghan."
"..."
"Stop it."
"..."
"Whether it hurts or not, it has passed a long time ago and I have forgotten it." My hand slowly closed his cheek and asked him to turn his face to me: "What I care about is who you are.
Such a person."
If you are not a good person...
If you don't have those good qualities that made my heart beat...
What do I love about you?
I once told him clearly that everyone has painful memories, but when those pains are spoken out, they are actually no longer painful, because they have passed and are all memories, and more importantly, people
He can still meet someone better, someone who can make him forget those painful memories of the past.
I once thought that he was the better one who could make me stand in the ashes of time and face everything in the future bravely.
But if he continues to sink like this, if he ignores the safety of his family and country and only acts based on one person's joy and anger, then will he still be my "better person"?
"Qinghan, do you remember Liu San'er?"
"..."
"Do you remember what kind of person he is?"
"..."
"When he was in the fishing village, it was so difficult, but he never blamed anyone; I hurt him like that, and he was reluctant to let me get in the rain; he would rather work in a brothel than listen to Xiangjin, because he wanted to become
A better person."
The more I spoke, the more his eyes flickered, and his whole body was trembling.
I took a step forward and looked up at his flashing eyes——
"You're in a better place, why haven't you become a better person?"
He trembled violently and looked at me with wide eyes.
Why haven't you become a better person?
This sentence was like a burst of thunder, thundering over his head. He was stunned and looked at me in shock. At this moment, many lights flashed in his eyes, as if there were many contradictions struggling to tear him apart.
He, I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly something seemed to burst out of his eyes: "Light, I——"
"Master Liu."
Before he finished speaking, two soldiers suddenly walked out from beside him and saluted him respectfully: "Master Taifu, please invite Master Liu to come over to discuss matters."
Qinghan was shaken violently, as if he suddenly woke up from a dream. He looked back at them, then at me, and his brows suddenly knitted together.
My heart also sank.
His face was instantly covered with a layer of frost, as if turning over a book, and even the rippling light in his eyes condensed into ice in an instant. When he looked back at me, there was no trace of warmth, only a cold expression.
He smiled and said: "I am not a better person to begin with."
At this moment, I just felt a little exhausted all over my body, and looked into his cold eyes: "Qinghan."
"Stop talking."
"..."
"I'm afraid Fu Badai taught you these words, right?"
"..."
I frowned when I heard this - Fu Badai? Why did he suddenly get involved with Fu Badai again?
He had already turned around and walked towards Shen Gongye's tent. After taking two steps, he turned back to look at me and sneered: "Since you think everything Fu Badai said is right, then listen to him carefully."
If so."
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After saying that, he turned his head, gave the two soldiers some instructions, and left without looking back.
I stood there, unable to recover for a while. I just watched his back quickly disappear in front, and the two soldiers had already walked over and gestured to me politely: "Master Yue,
Please."
I didn't expect that he would be so decisive. At this point, he could no longer listen to anything.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help biting my lower lip, trying desperately to use the physical pain to forget the pain in my chest, but I knew from the beginning that it wouldn't work at all, and the pain would not be reduced at all.<
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In this world, some people are ignorant, some people are ignorant, and they slide into the abyss step by step. Such people make people feel pitiful; but I never thought that some people would be so clear-headed and look at themselves
Sinking.
It’s so sober that it makes people feel hateful!
Thinking of this, I clenched my fists hard, turned around and walked into the queen's tent.
They all seemed to be still worried about me. Chang Qing was sitting beside the bed, gently stroking Nian Shen's head with one hand, frowning slightly. When she saw me walking in, a flash of light suddenly flashed across her gloomy face.
Guang Xiide quickly stood up and came over: "Qingying!"
"The Queen."
"Are you okay? He - he didn't make it difficult for you, right?"
Hearing her say this, I couldn't help but feel sad again, and gently shook my head.
When I shook my head like this, Guan'er and Shuixiu immediately felt relieved, but Chang Qing's eyebrows did not relax. Looking at the slightly red corners of my eyes, she thought for a while and ordered: "You guys go over there and get some heat."
Here comes the tea."
As she said that, she took my hand and led me to the other side of the tent to sit down. I just stood beside her and didn't sit down. She didn't force me and said, "What's going on?"
To be continued...