If we are destined to be together, we will always be separated.

My heart tightened inexplicably when I heard it, as if there was some indescribable sadness welling up in my heart.

Destined to be together... they will eventually be together, but it is evil... to be separated.

It’s just ten short words, but it seems to be able to chew out so many emotions.

Sad and helpless, as if a person has been pursuing a lifelong dream for himself. He was so close and refused to give up, but he still couldn't catch it. Even if he stretched out his hand, he couldn't catch it.

Or is it a determination that never gives up?

Because belief is destiny, so no matter how difficult it is, no matter how long the separation is, I still believe that one day we will be reunited.

Qinghan, which one are you?

When you recited these two lines of poetry, how did you feel about me and us?

I stood there, all my thoughts were frozen for a while, and I forgot everything around me. At this moment, a crisp voice came from the front, interrupting my thoughts——

"Aunt Qing!"

I looked up and saw Nianshen running over from Chang Qing with a smile and hugging my thigh.

I staggered a bit when he hit me, but I suddenly woke up from the shock. I lowered my head and looked up at the meaty little face like a bun, with eyes bent into two crescents, and said sweetly:

"Aunt Qing, you're here."

I smiled and patted his chubby face: "Your Highness."

The child hadn't seen me for a few days and was still sticky. I reached out and patted his increasingly generous little shoulders. I raised my head and looked at Chang Qing. She just sat there with a calm smile. The light in the room was not very bright.

Her delicate silhouette is a little more profound.

Nian Shen was still young and couldn't feel the undercurrent at all. She just hugged me and said with a smile: "Aunt Qing, Nian Shen hasn't seen you for several days. Father said that Aunt Qing is not in good health? Aunt Qing

Where does it hurt?"

"Aunt Qing doesn't feel any pain."

"Really?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore when I see His Highness."

When he heard this, he laughed so hard that his eyes almost disappeared. He held my hand and said, "Aunt Qing, Nian Shen has learned a lot recently. When Aunt Qing gets better, Nian Shen will show it to Aunt Qing silently."<

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I reached out and caressed his little face, and said with a smile: "Aunt Qing knows that Your Highness has been working very hard, but Your Highness may not know that, in fact, the two lines of the poem that your senior brother read, there are also the following two lines."<

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"Really?" Nian Shen hurriedly pulled me: "Aunt Qing knows, read it to me."

I nodded, squatted down and looked into his dark eyes, and said word by word: "We gather and disperse freely, and my hearts are always the same."

"Gathering and separation...the fate...is at ease, my heart...is always the same..."

With Nianshen's age and experience, it was already very difficult to understand the previous two sentences. These two poems made my little brows twist into knots. I smiled and looked up at Chang Qing. She seemed to be distracted for a moment.

, there were some imperceptible ripples in those autumn-like eyes, but they quickly calmed down and said calmly: "Okay Nian Shen, my mother has something to talk to your Aunt Qing. You go back first and finish today.

Read the lesson again."

"Oh...yes, mother. I will retire."

She was still reluctant to leave, so she held my little finger, but she was obedient. She bowed to Chang Qing and me, then turned and walked out. Kuan'er and Xing'er also quietly left, closing the door.

The door is closed.

I then raised my head and walked in front of Chang Qing.

The room was still so quiet, there was no wind. The light smoke rising from the bronze incense burner on the low couch beside her became a straight line and spread slowly until it reached a very high place. It seemed like this.

The only vivid thing in the room.

I saluted her gently.

Chang Qing did not speak, just sat there quietly, her bright autumn eyes returned to their former calmness, as if the rippleless lake surface looked a little confused under the haze of light smoke, and seemed to be thinking deeply about something.

I stood in front of her for a long time without any reaction.

I said softly: "Queen?"

"..."

She looked up at me as if she was brought back to her senses by me, and looked up at me in a daze. I said softly: "Your Majesty summoned me, do you have something to explain?"

"..."

She was silent for a while, looked at me and said, "Do you know what I want to say when I come to you?"

"Wei Chen knows."

"Your answer is just like that?"

"Yes."

Chang Qing's eyes were covered with a layer of haze, as if she was a little weak and helpless, and she sighed softly: "Why are you still so stubborn?"

I listened, without arguing or answering. I just kept silent and lowered my head.

Actually, I don’t think I’m stubborn.

I can understand what she is thinking. Maybe everyone will feel that if they have been with someone for too long and are entangled too deeply, they will inevitably be exhausted, tired, compromised, and helplessly think that since it has been all these years,

It's better to leave it like this. Then, let yourself take a step back, and then take a step back.

Slowly, I began to compromise on everything, tolerate everything, and finally, I no longer recognized myself.

However, I don’t want to “let it be like this”.

I have always been clear about what I want, and I have even gotten it before, so I know that what I am doing now is not what I want.

The words Yang Jinqiao once said to me made it clearer to me after experiencing so much.

People, if you don’t want to end up with nothing, the best first step is not to give in!

Because I know very well the consequences of giving in!

Looking at my eyes that were always calm and silent, but so firm that there was no trace of trembling, Chang Qing seemed to know that she could not convince me. She thought for a while and said slowly: "I also know that there are some things that I should not force on you.

But I still want to say——"

I looked at her silently.

"Even if you don't ask about the affairs of the imperial court, you should know that the situation is not optimistic. The emperor is very miserable right now."

Last time, she said it was not easy; this time, she said it was very bitter.

Recalling Pei Yuanhao's red eyes and tired look yesterday, I lowered my eyes in silence.

"I don't force you to look back, or ask you to do anything, but at these times——"

"Your Majesty," I interrupted her calmly and said, "When Weichen woke up, I already told your Majesty. This is the best that Weichen can do."
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I emphasized the word "best" with an extra emphasis. Chang Qing seemed to feel something and was stunned for a moment.

I still looked at her calmly.

Chang Qing may not fully understand what kind of person I am, but it is impossible for her to know nothing at all.

This is the best I can do. I said this sentence very sincerely, but I didn't finish it. I didn't tell her. This is also the maximum I can endure.

At least, when his government was in crisis, I didn't light a fire in his backyard...

I never even thought about Nangong Lizhu again...

It’s not that I’ve forgotten the pain I’ve experienced, and I’m not a person who forgets everything after the pain, nor do I have the kind-heartedness to retaliate with kindness. I just feel that I shouldn’t be entangled with him or the two of them like this anymore.<

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The deeper the entanglement, the harder it is for me to escape.

After a long silence, Chang Qing looked at me and said slowly: "Have you made up your mind?"

I nodded gently.

This time, she didn't say anything else. I thought she would be angry, or at least a little displeased that I was ungrateful, but she didn't. She just looked at me so calmly, with a little bit of emotion in her eyes.

Clear light. After a while, she smiled faintly, as if wiping away all previous conversations with me: "Let me go for a walk with you."

"..."

I was stunned for a moment. Her jumping like this made me a little unable to react, but I quickly got up and walked out with her.

The sun outside was a bit poisonous, but she kept walking forward silently, as if she couldn't feel anything. Under the bright sunshine, her eyes were still so light, without any warmth and desolateness.

I followed her quietly.

This top woman in the celestial dynasty has had all kinds of honors that are unimaginable to others, and has even been desired by many famous ladies. But only I know that her eyes that I have seen over the years have always been so indifferent, which almost makes me sad.

No one would have imagined that she once had those bright eyes that looked forward to the flight of the gods, and every move she made on the stage was so graceful and charming.
To be continued...