Chapter 813 I have no intention of being with you anymore(1/2)
The flowers float and the water flows,
How have we ever seen white heads in the cold forest?
The sky and the earth are divided into mountains and have edges...
He wrote a sentence and I read a sentence. When he reached the fourth sentence, he stopped and thought for a moment, and then slowly wrote the last sentence——
"I-have-no-heart... Qing-and-don't..."
I looked at those words and suddenly felt unable to move.
I have no intention of...
Unintentionally...
I raised my head with some difficulty and looked at the face that was close at hand, but it was full of coldness. He was looking down at his "masterpiece". He was not proud of it, and he was not looking for chapters and sentences.
I felt ashamed, but my eyes were fixed in darkness, as if I was still thinking about it, and seemed to have fallen into deep thought.
I don’t know how long it took, but as if he was aware of my gaze, he turned to look at me.
Smile lightly.
A gust of snowy wind blew into my heart.
I no longer have the heart to be with you.
I no longer have the heart to be with you, please give up!
Back then, when I read with him all night long and gave him line-by-line interpretations of the Book of Songs, I could never have imagined that the first poem I received from him in this life would be a heartless poem.
I have no intention of doing anything anymore. Please rest.
I stood next to him holding the table, watching him write down the money again, then slowly put down the pen in his hand, picked up the handkerchief and gently dried the ink stains on it, then folded it carefully, and then handed it over
He came in front of me and said with a smile: "You're showing off your embarrassment."
I looked down at the handkerchief and was silent for a long time. Then I slowly stretched out my hand to take it, but my fingers couldn't help but convulsed. The handkerchief was held in my hand as if it was going to be crushed into powder by me.
He raised his head and smiled at him: "Thank you."
The palms of my palms were bruised and bruised by the nails. It was obviously a heartbreaking pain, but it seemed that I couldn't feel it at all. The person in front of me couldn't feel it either. He looked at me with a smile, and said with a bit of shyness, "But
, Madam and the young master are about to get married. It’s really not good for me to write such a heartless poem to Madam. How about I write another congratulatory poem?”
"No need."
When I spoke, my voice was so hoarse that even I felt strange. He looked at me in surprise, but I didn't look at him. I just lowered my head and said, "I've been disturbing you for a long time, it's time to go back."
After saying that, he turned around and left.
Liu Qinghan was a little surprised, but he didn't catch up. He just stared at my back blankly.
I walked very fast, but my steps were not brisk. Each step seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. When I reached the top of the stairs, I felt as if all my strength in my life had been exhausted at this moment. But when I looked back, I looked at the exhausted person.
The man who gave me the joy of my life didn't even feel anything at all. He only looked at me quietly with a little coolness in his still intact eye.
The person I love and hate the most in my life!
I finally bowed my hand to him: "Sir, take your leave."
He bowed and said, "Madam, let's go."
Hearing these two simple words, I couldn't help but smile.
Go well...
Go well.
I want to step out of your world, and you want me to go all the way.
I smiled and walked down the somewhat thin wooden ladder step by step. Only then did I realize that the wooden ladder of this inn was made of ice. Every step I took was like stepping on ice.
On the tip of the edge, every step was so cold and painful, but I bit my lower lip and firmly told myself not to look back, not even to show a bit of embarrassment.
At this moment, I suddenly remembered that cold rainy day.
However, this time it was me who turned around and left.
There was no cold rain, no heartbreaking pain behind me, but I seemed to clearly feel how he broke away from me and walked out of my world that day.
It turns out that it hurts like this...
It turns out that this is such despair...
Finally, I couldn't hold on anymore and almost fell. I could only hold on to the handrail hard to stabilize my body.
The traffic outside and the bustle of people downstairs seemed to have suddenly disappeared at this moment. Only dim light, quiet space, and drops of hot tears were left in this narrow staircase, like broken beads.
, slipped silently from my eyes.
No one went upstairs, and no one went downstairs, so no one saw me sitting quietly in this narrow and cramped staircase, crying silently.
The unforgettable joy of my life ends here.
Qinghan, thank you for giving me an empty joy.
……
The next day, the first day of March.
It rained all night, but the weather cleared up the next day, and the sunshine coming through the window seemed to have the fresh smell of rain and dew.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Pei Yuanxiu sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me.
I still seemed to be stuck in a dream, a little confused. After a while, I muttered: "Why are you here?"
"You came back in the rain last night. I was worried that you would be sick."
As he said that, he reached out and touched my forehead to test the temperature, and then said with relief: "Well, it's not hot anymore."
I smiled: "I didn't get caught in the rain."
"But it was too cold last night. You walked back from the river like this alone. I'm afraid-"
"Don't be afraid."
I smiled slightly and sat up. He hurriedly supported me and put a pillow behind me so that I could sit comfortably on the head of the bed. The sun shone on my face, although it was still a little pale.
, but a faint smile is enough to make up for the lack of energy and morbidity caused by paleness.
He looked at my smiling face and asked, "What did you do across the river yesterday?"
"Going to cancel the household registration."
"Cancellation of household registration? Are you going to get the divorce certificate?"
"Yeah."
"What if those people ask Liu Qinghan?"
I smiled: "The prince-in-law divorced his wife before marrying the princess. Even if the people in the household department were brave enough, they would not dare to mention it to anyone. How could they dare to ruin the royal family's face? You don't have to worry."
He was stunned for a moment, but he understood immediately. There was a trace of astonishment on his face, as if he couldn't believe that I would do this. Facing his astonishment, I just smiled lightly. After a while, he stretched out his hand.
Lai stroked my cheek and said softly: "I didn't really feel that you were going to marry me until now."
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"The wedding is tomorrow, and you are still saying this now?"
His palms caressed my cheeks which were still cold: "If I don't really get married with you, nothing will count."
"Then how prepared are you?"
"It's ready."
"Really?" I frowned slightly and said, "But I have been in the house these days and I haven't seen the wedding hall you decorated. Where did you decorate it?"
He smiled mysteriously: "You'll know tomorrow."
I looked at him funny: "You have to keep this a secret from me?"
He nodded seriously: "Yeah."
I couldn't help but smile: "What about the new house?"
"Of course I'm ready, but-"
"We have to keep it a secret, right?"
"Surprise?"
I rolled my eyes at him angrily, but if we become a couple and pay homage to each other, there’s no big surprise.
He also laughed, like a child. Then he reached out and stroked my cheek and said, "You are still too thin. I can only slowly fatten you up after we get married. Today, your task is
Have a good rest, recuperate your energy, and prepare to be the happiest bride in the world."
I smiled into his palm and nodded gently.
He leaned over, kissed me gently on the forehead, and walked out with a smile.
I sat on the bedside and watched his back disappear into the sunny doorway. Until the elongated shadow slowly disappeared, the smile at the corner of his mouth slowly faded away, and he curled up slightly tiredly, but
To be continued...