Lu Haoyuan looked at the notebook and trembled his hands. Soon, he threw the yellowed notebook at us.

The notebook drew an arc in the air, and fell on the concrete floor with a click, raising a small piece of dust.

"Every word here is like a knife, piercing into my heart... If you don't believe it, you can see it yourself." His voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear it clearly.

Fatty Wu bent down and picked up the notebook, and carefully opened it. The paper was already a little crisp, and there were traces of dry water stains on the edges - that might be tears. It might be Lu Haoyuan's or Lu Dingbang's. I also leaned over and saw the neat but trembling words inside.

"October 15, Yin."

"Today, Luo Ming and others blocked the toilet again. They said I had a 'poverty smell' and forced me to take off my school uniform. I refused, so Luo Ming threw the dirty water from the mop bucket on me. The water was very smelly and my hair and clothes were soaked."

"Wang Haowen was recording the video next to him and said he wanted to send the video to the class group. I begged them not to post it, so Luo Ming asked me to reach out to catch the feces in the toilet. I dared not disobey them, so I did it, and I touched the feces in the toilet with my hands."

"They let me go after the class bell rang. I washed my hands for a long time, but I kept smelling the stinking. I was late and was punished by the teacher for a class, but I didn't dare to tell the teacher what happened to me. I just told him that I had diarrhea."

"In math class, I finally returned to my seat, but the classmates around me covered their noses and were far away from me..."

"On November 3, it was cloudy and light rain."

"It's the most terrible day, because the physical education class reform is indoors, Luo Ming and the others can always find new tricks to torture me in the equipment room. Today they locked me in the cabinet with gymnastics pads and tied the door handles with jump rope from outside. The cabinet was very dark, and there was moldy smell and dust in the air, so I couldn't breathe."

"They took turns kicking the cabinet outside and laughed and said that I was a 'rat in the cabinet'. I knocked on the door desperately, but no one paid attention to me. Later, Teacher Chen discovered it, and I didn't dare to tell her, but just told her that I did this after watching the TV acrobatics."

"I was criticized for another half an hour. Teacher Chen no longer had any patience with me and even showed boredom with me. But I dare not tell her that I was bullied by Luo Ming because Luo Ming's parents have a good relationship with Teacher Chen. Wang Haowen and Pan Xiaobing are the sons of school teachers, so I dare not mess with them."

"I really hope that my father is also a teacher or a department staff member, so that I will not be bullied, and Teacher Chen will not show disgust to me. Unfortunately, he is not, he is just a migrant worker who builds a house, and I am just a migrant worker's child."

"Christmas, December 24."

"I thought today would be better because it was a holiday, and I was wrong. After school, Luo Ming and others dragged me to the corner of the playground and said they had prepared a 'Christmas gift' for me. They forced me to drink a bottle of yellow liquid and said it was 'apple juice'. I knew what that was. I drank it, and after I drank it, I realized that it was urine."

"I vomited, and they pressed my head and asked me to lick it clean. Wang Haowen said this was a 'the Christmas dinner for the countrymen'. Pan Xiaobing was the most overwhelming. He said that his things fell into the toilet and forced me to reach into the toilet to grab things for him again. I cried and did it. They laughed so happily."

"I washed my hands and washed them on the way home, but I still felt dirty. My father paid me a salary today and bought me a roast chicken leg, but I couldn't eat it at all. He thought I was sick, and when I touched my forehead, I almost cried. The first time I told him that I didn't want to study anymore."

Fatty Wu's hands began to tremble, and the notebook rustled in his hands. I saw his eyes turn red, and his thick fingers carefully stroked the blurred words, which must have been wet with tears countless times.

Teacher Chen had walked behind us at some point. She covered her mouth and tears flowed down her fingers.

"I...I don't know...I really don't know..." She muttered repeatedly, her voice shattered.

Fatty Wu turned to the last night, and there was no date written on it, only a few simple sentences.

"It's over. I'm sorry for my father who raised me, but I really don't want to live anymore. In the past few days, as long as I close my eyes, I will dream of Luo Ming, Wang Haowen and Pan Xiaobing. The three of them are pestering me like devils. I know that I will live in their shadows for the rest of my life."

"I don't want to live anymore. In the next life, or even forever, I don't want to be a human being anymore!"

Seeing this, Fatty Wu's hands were already trembling with anger, and I was shocked.

How desperate is this to write such words, and never be a human being in the next life!

Teacher Chen, who was standing aside, was already crying.

"I'm sorry... I blame me, it's all my fault... It's me, it's my fault. I thought this child was not motivated. I really didn't expect him to suffer such a great grievance. I... Huwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu

Fatty Wu was angry and cursed at her, "Crying, crying, how can you cry, what qualifications do you have to cry? You are the head teacher. If you pay close attention to these poor children, will they take this path? Let me go, a sixteen-year-old child was forced to death by you. If you cry now, can he survive?"

"You are so embarrassed to think of students as your children, and you are so arrogant to be like the ones you are so arrogant to take on? You are so arrogant that you should be so stupid to shoot them all!"

"A bunch of dogs, let's see how you all eat? The fat and big-eared ones, except for wearing glasses, who look like a cultural person, do you look like a cultured person?" Fatty Wu said angrily. His voice was very loud, and everyone downstairs heard it.

"No, I said, brother, how can you speak like that? Why do you say that everyone is a cultural person?" The principal looked at Fatty Wu's excited appearance, looked around and said with a embarrassed look.

Fatty Wu threw his notebook directly on the ground and shouted at the principal: "Cultural people? Do you have the nerve to say that? You can read it yourself and see what is written in it. This is a means of cultural people? Force the children of poor families to death? Let the sons of rich people become hooligans in it without restraint?"

The principal picked up the notebook on the ground, and after turning a few pages quickly, his face turned pale.

"This...this...this...this, Luo Ming, Wang Haowen and Pan Xiaobing, who died this month, were all you..." When the principal said this, he looked at Lu Haoyuan with a slight look, and his words came to an abrupt end.

Lu Haoyuan looked at the principal and laughed, "I knew that people like you would not care about what my son has experienced. All you care about is the children of those powerful families."

"Yes, it was me who did it, they bullied my son and I let them die, it's fair."

"In this world, everything is unfair. I am poor when I am born, and my son is miserable when I am born. And their sons, Luo Ming, Wang Haowen, and Pan Xiaobing, were born with parents who were not short of money, had a bright future, and had a means to torture the poor."

"But there is one thing that is fair, that is life, they all have only one life."
Chapter completed!