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880. Who am I? Where do I come from? Where do I go? What is the meaning of living?

"I see, has Your Excellency Xingke crashed?"

"Crash? Sister Meteora, you used the word appropriately."

"Then the solution is not obvious? Just restart it and try it."

"..."

Seeing the corners of Illya's eyes twitching, with an expression on her face that looked like you were teasing me, Meteora calmly added:

"Just kidding, liven up the atmosphere, don't worry about it. After all, Your Excellency Illya, you really don't look good."

"...I'm sorry, my mood is a bit complicated right now." Illya apologized softly and touched her cheek.

She didn't need anyone to remind her that her current expression was definitely very ugly. And it was not her fault at all, but her own fault for thinking too much and being too melancholy.

"Giss, his silence is really scary. I can't guess what's in his heart, so I'm getting more and more pessimistic..."

Illya sat on the sofa in Meteora's room, hugging her knees with her hands and talking slowly, her mood gradually calming down.

Meteora was calm from beginning to end, watching and listening silently, and then asked back at the appropriate time:

"Your Excellency Xingke's [silence]? To be honest, I really can't imagine that fake-smiling hedonist letting go of controlling his expression, giving up communicating with the outside world, and remaining silent."

"But..." Illya wanted to say something, but she swallowed it back before she could say it.

Because, Xing Ke’s image of [with a smile on his face and a kind and friendly voice] may be [like this from the beginning] in Meteora’s memory, but in Illya’s memory, Xing Ke is not that

That's been the image from the beginning.

The Xingke whom Illya met at the beginning was also expressionless and taciturn. He always looked at the things around him with a lively attitude, aloof and unique.

However, it was precisely because Illya persisted in "disturbing" and contacting the stars in a way that was almost harassing that he reluctantly came into contact with the world around him little by little, and gradually became...

one--

The image of [an old god who has an invisible smile but is very kind and kind, playing with the world to have fun].

However, these are things that only Illya knows, belong only to Illya and Xingke, and are some unbearable... black history.

It was really hard for Illya to say it.

Meteora looked at Illya's unspeakable expression, sat down on the chair dignifiedly, blinked and took a calm sip of tea, and then said:

"Furthermore, according to what Mr. Illya said, Mr. Xingke suddenly died after returning to the competitive duel arena.

One moment it was normal, and the next moment it suddenly became abnormal, autistic, and frozen...Is this really without reason?"

Is it really Xingke's own internal reasons? Or are there external factors that are difficult for others to detect? What kind of change in mood has Xingke himself experienced? Meteora is very curious.

"...I don't know." Illya said with shame.

She didn't know anything. The star just left her sight for less than half a day, and it turned into that in the blink of an eye. It happened really suddenly.

"Although I vaguely guessed some possibilities, I didn't even have the courage to confirm it with Giese.

When he saw Geese lying on the bed, there was an irresistible low-pressure will field around him.

Frustration, loneliness, death wish, sadness, tiredness... I felt the negative emotions in Keith's heart from the bottom of my heart the moment I entered, and I understood his pain in an instant. I couldn't even say another word, Afraid of disturbing his rest."

How long did it take for her negative emotions to materialize to such a strong level? Illya couldn't believe it for a moment.

"I see, I can't even imagine that." Meteora admitted without hesitation that she was short-sighted and inexperienced:

"Your Excellency Illya, although you and I are already very mature for the human species, and for our own reasons [the real time experienced] has surpassed the known concept of time..."

Illya has about twenty years of [Full Parallel World Memory], while Meteora accepted the [World Library] when she became the agent of her own world - the memory of world history from the beginning. These are all experiences of time beyond human knowledge.

"But these are different things for Mr. Xingke, and they cannot be confused. There is a book in a certain religious series that says: experience in the world of mortals, reincarnation of the six realms, etc. I don't have too many specific words. I don’t care, but I think the truth is pretty much the same.”

Meteora's meaning is already very clear. The human world is a chaos composed of all kinds of strange human beings. They have been struggling for endless hours in the human world. His experience is not just memory and knowledge. The accumulation can be compared.

"Your Excellency Xing Ke is already an old man in every sense of the word. Even if his body is still strong, it can even be said to be smooth and tender, but old people are old people. It's okay to work hard, but if you work too hard, you will still have to look back. .”

Illya understood what Meteora meant. Her suggestion was to let the old man Xingke take a good rest and not to worry. Anyway, he would not die if he left it alone. At most, it would be the difference between changing from a mascot to an antique. That's all.

"Sister Meteora..."

"What's wrong?"

Meteora is helpless, she has really paid off for her hard work, and life negotiations will continue.

"I'm not willing to give in. I used to have the courage to pull Geese out of his own world, but now I can't."

"The ignorant are fearless - this is a very sincere truth."

Even if Illya doesn't tell you the specific situation, Meteora can imagine the general truth.

"But in fact, Mr. Xingke may not hate others causing trouble to him, or in other words, he actually enjoys others causing trouble to him?"

Meteora decided to give Illya a stronger psychic potion.

"Your Excellency Illya is afraid of disturbing Your Excellency Xingke's rest because of your cherishment, pity, and love, but Your Excellency Xingke himself and his future self have never been like this."

Meteora recalled what he knew about the troubles Xingke had been having, and explained:

"He in the future has been digging a big hole for himself in the past, guiding him in the direction of progress, using sarcastic methods to spur him to move forward all the time, so that he in the past has no way to stop and rest. ...After all, once human beings become idle and lonely, negative emotions will quickly occupy people's consciousness.

Until the whole person quickly became decadent."

Although I don’t know if the situation of Star Moment can be compared with the metaphor of ordinary humans, Meteora feels that the difference is not big.

Because apart from longevity, Xing Ke is just a slightly twisted, perverted, and troubled human being.

"So, Your Excellency Illya, if you want to revive Xingke from the dead state, restarting (reincarnation) might really be effective? The new life will definitely give him new vitality."

"I've said it all, let's skip this. He was just born not long ago." Illya complained, but this could not hide the brightening of her eyes.

"Then, just muster up the courage to cause a little trouble for Mr. Xingke. Although it is very dangerous, Mr. Xingke's anger may kill you and destroy the world, but I think... the possibility is very low."

"Haha, Sister Meteora, you are so exaggerated." Illya burst into tears and smiled: "You seem to be saying that Geese is a person who talks about trouble but doesn't want it, but is very honest physically and enjoys it in his heart.

Shaking M is like a pervert."
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