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Chapter 24 For the forgetting of memory

In the quiet Guixu, Li Qingshan foresaw this "malice". He understood his temperament, his stubbornness and arrogance, and once he lost the constraints of the body of gods and demons, he would probably become even more crazy.

He never understood himself as much as he is now.

In this hometown of the Spirit Turtle, his thinking ability has become unusually strong and he has reached an incredible state.

For the massive amount of information in memory, ordinary people can only observe the ups and downs above sea level through glimpses. Only when they think deeply about certain things can they go deeper below sea level and gain insight into some memories, and inevitably have limitations.

This limitation protects humans from mental breakdown. If you see an apple falling to the ground, you will suddenly think of countless formulas and laws of gravity. The contents of several major books are all coming out at the same time, and your brain will explode with a "bang".

Therefore, human thinking is more like a flashlight, constantly shining in the darkness, and then barely piece together a complete picture based on the blurred residual images, which is inevitably filled with a lot of brainstorms. The more blurred and long-lasting memories, the more hypocritical and distorted it is.

Those beautiful childhoods and those past history are constantly tampered with by wishful thinking, and the truth will always sink in the darkness.

Moreover, this flashlight is always the most difficult to shine on itself. The so-called "knowing yourself" becomes almost impossible and has become an unfathomable philosophical proposition.

The spirit turtle does not have such limitations. It itself is like a big light bulb. Although the range of illumination is also limited, it only has unknown darkness and no hypocritical reality. It also reflects itself at any time and anywhere, shining brightly.

It is not just the so-called "high IQ", or the ability to perform massive computing and analysis in a short period of time like a supercomputer, but another completely different way of cognition.

Synchronously, in sequence, systematic, and comprehensive understanding of the problem.

When you see the apple landing, you do not need to convert it into cumbersome words or numbers, and directly construct a model structure of gravity in the sea of ​​consciousness. It also contains its meaning to itself.

When Li Qingshan understood all of himself and illuminated the entire sea of ​​memory, all the details were vividly remembered: desire, destruction, fear, weakness... The reasons behind every emotion and the motivation under every decision were all conscious.

On this basis, there is no need to make any predictions. You can draw a simple conclusion:

If "I" returns from hell, he will definitely judge him. If he is judged as a "betrayer", he will destroy him at all costs, just like he is fighting against the incarnation of the demon god of the Ching-Dao, even if he dies together.

There is no room for compromise, only "self-betrayal" is intolerable, and "I" may have this ability to destroy him.

Losing the Yang God is a loss for him, which is equivalent to losing a change and declining the overall strength. It is one step further away from the six heavenly tribulations.

But for "I", it is exactly the opposite. I am free from the shackles of the bodies of gods and demons. As an ordinary human practitioner, I am only one step away from the six heavenly tribulations.

Once you succeed in passing the tribulation, you will be a human immortal, and you will be a human immortal who knows all his secrets. You will have the same tenacious will to fight like him.

And no one can help him at that time, he must fight alone.

At this point, he had to admit that he was indeed a "monster" who was different from ordinary people and had a strong instinct for self-destruction.

But so what? He won't cater to anyone, even if that person is himself.

Those who are competent are powerful, and those who defeat themselves are strong. Conquering oneself and destroying oneself is the fate of the strong.

If you really deviate from each other and go on different paths, then you will only have a fight. Make a judgment with survival and destruction and see who's path is more correct.

Yes, only "self-betrayal" is intolerable.

After making a decision calmly and indifferently, he put this matter behind his mind. This was not his purpose in knowing himself.

The premise of everything is that he can walk out of Guixu, otherwise everything will not be done.

The glowing light is gradually fading, and this kind of thinking is very energy-consuming and the meaning of sleepiness becomes stronger and stronger.

Guixu is different from the void. Not only will the power not be lost, but it can easily absorb endless Guixu's power, which is enough to support him to travel forever in Guixu.

However, the power of Guixu is not a pure resource, it contains a large amount of information. The will of Yuanshi Ling Turtle will accelerate the assimilation of his will.

Once assimilation begins, it is irreversible. After reaching a certain level, he will still fall into a deep sleep, and it will be the result of his active choice.

dilemma!

However, when he was self-aware, he had already found a solution. Or rather, that was his real purpose.

During his more than 20 years of seclusion in the Tianshu Building, he realized the two kinds of talented magical powers of the spiritual turtle transformation.

A kind of name called "absolute will" is nothing surprising, it can completely solidify the self-consciousness and prevent it from being disturbed by all inner demons.

If the saying "the spiritual turtle's black armor returns to the light" is to protect his body, then "absolute will" is to protect his spirit. As expected, the four words "reduced turtle" are carried out to the end.

Unfortunately, this supernatural power is completely useless in Guixu, because this is the hometown of the spiritual turtle, and the will of the Yuanshi spiritual turtle is the true "absolute will".

Even pure-blooded spirit turtle must accept assimilation. As a fake spirit turtle, the use of the spirit turtle's natural magic will accelerate assimilation.

In short, no matter how he does it, assimilation is inevitable. Water drops wear out stones, changing everything bit by bit.

Therefore, he was not limited to this, but comprehensively examined the innate magical powers of the spirit turtle and found a solution.

He first created a mirror clone with "mirror flowers and water moon", and then began to fully understand himself, backed up all memory information, solidified it with "absolute will", and stored it in this mirror clone.

This made him look like his soul was out of his body, and a phantom of a spirit turtle attached to him, following him step by step.

Then he began to absorb the power of Guixu, and while restoring his power, he also accepted assimilation.

Once the subject is about to fall asleep, he immediately activates the mirror clone, integrates with the deity, awakens his spirit with "absolute will", uses his lifelong memory to re-weave consciousness, and creates a new mirror clone.

As long as he keeps circulating this process, he can avoid being assimilated and constantly return to the origin.

Although in fact, it is equivalent to being assimilated countless times.

Compared with the "absolute will" of the mirror clone, all changes in the deity have become the so-called "intellectual demons". After colliding with each other, they are suppressed and crushed, and then started again...

This is the only way he could think of to avoid being assimilated by Guixu.

Of course, this cycle cannot continue forever, and he expected this before the first cycle began.

Every time I suppress the "intellectual demon", the memory will lose part of it in the collision, and it will be completely damaged, unable to be backed up, unable to be retrieved, and will be lost forever.

Depending on the depth of memory, it will initially be the most insignificant memories, perhaps a third-rate novel I have read, or maybe a joke I have told.

In the past twenty years in Tianshulou, he has accumulated enough memories to "sacrifice".

But if it continues like this, his memories will become less and less, and he will gradually touch the most core and most important memories.

He must find the Guixu prisoner before losing all his memory and destroying it, otherwise he will forget everything, including Brother Niu, Xiao An, and himself... (~^~)
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